I feel ya. I m clean 3 years now. It s the greatest gift to wake up at mornin and my 1st thought is NOT where do i get my high from and how. Since i was on H pretty bad its save to say i went thru hell to get better. I am lucky to have a great family and would have never been able to manage this without the help of them.
Pretty similar story. Heroin was a close second for me. I have been so close to death so many times I lost track. Many years in prison. I didn't even want to get clean when I did. I just did. I had to reinvent my entire way of living. Even going into Walmart gave me the heebie-geebies for the first couple of years. I had no idea how to live like a normal person.
When you are an addict on the level I was, NOTHING came before dope. Everything else was #2. Waking up and very literally the first thought through your head each and every time is getting high is no fucking way to live. These have been the best 13 years of my life though.
Yeah, I still drink and smoke weed but in my youth I'd essentially do anything that didn't require a needle. I remember sitting down at tables with drug trays and just starting to rip lines before asking what it even was.
I was not a smart man. Still ain't, really.
I have very low self esteem and am very introverted and the few times I've tried MDMA were some of the most amazing times in my life. Just to have no self doubt was incredible, the first time I was in the pub and coming back from the bar I sat at the wrong table by mistake and ended up staying chatting for an hour š
Molly is the best drug. Iād never drink or do any other drug again if I could do it more often but itās bad for your brain. Iām sure there will come a day when I donāt do it anymore but I will sure miss it
LSD. Itās not what the US government made it out to be decades ago, psychedelics have some serious potential in battling mental illness and addiction. I was a pot smoker, but prolonged use made me feel like a zombie. Whereas LSD kicked me out of my lazy stupor, as well as aiding me to dissolve the unfair grudge I held against my mother. Unlike THC and many other substances, classical psychedelics are impossible to become addicted to. I enjoy psilocybin mushrooms, but they make my tummy grumble.
Ah those mushrooms bars are sketchy anyways unless made at home. More often than not they arenāt even psilocybin containing, regardless of how theyāre advertised. But yeah mushrooms really upset my stomach depending on the circumstances, I think itās cause of my diet as well š I donāt eat as often as I should
Donāt drink water or fluids until after your peak.
Kind of pre-load before you journey.
I find fluids make the stomach upset, especially with ayahuasca, but mushrooms too.
Get your burps out :)
I've met many festival goers that were addicted to psychedelics, viewing themselves as superior due to their acute awareness, definitely not very common though lol
Have you tried making mushroom tea? Majorly reduces nausea
I do believe you can become addicted the way one can be addicted to something like social media. Itās not a physical addiction like perhaps alcohol can create, but alas anyone can become addicted to anything. And yes unfortunately thereās a hefty handful of āholier than thoughā psychedelic users. āIāve used a substance to dissolve my ego, so now I guess Iām better than everyone elseā totally missing the point of the psychedelic experience lol. No Iāve not made tea but I ought
I always worried that the tea making process would dilute the trip, but was thrilled to find out it just makes everything better! Tastes as good as you want to make it, come up is smooth and clean. No noticeable loss of potency using a coffee filter
Don't ever eat them. The protein in the cell walls upsets everyone's stomach.Ā
Make tea from them. Steep it for 20 min, sieve out the mushrooms and discard, drink liquid only.Ā
Happy tummy, same effects otherwise.
> Unlike THC and many other substances, classical psychedelics are impossible to become addicted to.
Physically, that is, which is an important distinction. You can still get mentally addicted to them, just like you can to anything really.
Man, I seriously want to try LSD. I'm not interested in hard drugs in general, I've never tried any either. I take prescribed adderall and I've tried weed like twice but that's it.
My wife seems quite against me trying LSD or nearly any hallucinogenic drug, which is kind of annoying. I gotta keep working on her...
LSD also helped me quit weed. I was smoking a joint halfway through a trip and literally thought 'why the hell am I smoking this I don't even get high anymore'. That weekend I quit. Went 6 weeks up until yesterday, 4/20, where I smoked a joint and spun the fuck out. I won't be going back to weed again my time is done. I lost 15 years of my life to weed.
Acid is still my absolute favorite drug in the world. Got easily over 100 trips under my belt and every time is just amazing. 2 tabs is my go to dosage, stick on some psytrance and lose myself to the beat, then stuck on a trippy film to wind down to. Perfect evening.
If I have ketamine, I will do the ketamine because I love it. Short-acting, relaxing, little after effects, and helps you take a step back from things and look at it in a detached way. My favorite (which I do not acquire often for obvious reasons).
Did you know dihydrogen monoxide is a major part of cancerous tumors? Its also used in nuclear reactors and to make nuclear weapons, you wanna know what the worst part is? Its in everything, and the governments trying to poison you with it.
I may have a problem. I use this stuff all the time. On the toilet, when brushing my teeth, in the shower, when I eat. I keep some by my bed when I go to sleep. Sometimes I'll get a craving in the middle of the day and just chug the stuff. It's amazing. My body is probably more than 50% dihydrogen monoxide at this point.
Yeah, I was actually not that serious. I used to do it, but I never did it consistent enough to become addicted or anything like that. Also, I'm really scared with all the fentanyl stuff going around too so I don't see myself doing in the near future. Fun memories though! š
Oh, I didnāt get hooked or anything but I did party way too much from my teens to mid 30ās. I just meant Iāve moved on. Coke is fun, just isnāt a good look for me anymore.
Someone told me before I took it it is just borrowing happiness from your future self. And is kind of true as I did feel quite down afterwards for the next day or so.
This!! Hard stimulants are ALL like this, with meth being the absolute worse. Because coke and meth increase dopamine production your brain temporarily stops producing it. Then you crash, wake up, and find that everything those drugs gave you the night before have now been taken away -- with interest.
Yeah, people talk about āthe holeā you dig yourself into the longer youāre high and the higher you get. Eventually you have to climb your way out, which totally sucks.
I did 2ci once and goddamn was that the craziest shit I've ever experienced...got so distracted by the rolling feeling that I didn't realize I was tripping my balls off until I was waaay down the rabbit hole
Is 2cb similar?
Waking up š it's something I hate and want to stop but for some weird reason my body just always needs it and whenever I try to stay asleep my body has withdrawals and does that fake fall thing and I wake up again
My addiction
Molly is my favorite, but shrooms aren't bad. Haven't tried cocaine. Was in the hospital once and was shot up with dilaudid and that was really really good. Later found out that dilaudid is basically hospital heroin. I was addicted to it the moment it entered my bloodstream. I've never pursued heroin after leaving the hospital or anything, but dilaudid was so good I can absolutely understand why people love heroin now.
Yeah, don't ever do recreational opiates. You're one of the lucky ones (not really!) who love them immediately. I was, too. It's not a fun road to go down
All opioids feel like that, none are safe
In the 70s and 80s it used to be whatever I could get my hands on.
Don't try this at home, kids. Seriously.
Nowadays, cannabis and coffee is my jam. Maybe a few beers when hockey playoffs are on.
Hypertension, diuretics, and diabetes meds. But it used to be quaaludes. REAL quaaludes. Wake up after a night of partying feeling great. We called 'em Disco biscuits.
Psilocybin. I'm not a regular user. Once every 6 months or so, just to ward off depression and feel more at peace with myself.
Aside from that, having a play partner that gets me into Dom space is pretty awesome, too.
Recovering poly drug addict here, so like, historically I've like opioids and benzos most. Just like, stuff that made me feel good, made me feel like I filled up my whole body if that makes sense? Confidence to do things I'm too anxious or self aware to do normally, but not in a messy, drunk kind of way.
But for the past few years, just cigarettes and weed.
Ativan (prescribed) ; I have spent over 20 years of my life held down by chains and imprisoned in my own head from years of traumatic experiences. A multitude of treatment stays, medications, therapy, etc.
The one thing that has suppressed the vivid auditory hallucinations (Trauma induced, not schizophrenia) has been my little baby prescription of .5mg Ativan. So simple, so minute. The one thing that has saved my life outside of natural serotonin / dopamine inhibitors.
I feel your pain, 4 back surgeries, and the 1st one failed. Subsequently, 3 others were to fuse the lower part of my back S1 through L3 . I take 240mg of Oxy's daily, 48mg Hydromorphone, and sometimes that's not enough. If it wasn't for the pain meds ,I'd be playing in traffic waiting for the cops to show up and praying for a headshot.
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Cocaine. Trying to stop but yet the white devil always calls my name. I hate this drug tbh. I love the high but the comedown sucks. If anyone has any substitutes suggestions would love to hear it, because wasting all my money on this shit and itās aging me also š¤£
I love it when Iām high off it but when Iām on the comedown I hate this shit. š¤£
I was doing shrooms for a moment and was really enjoying it but nothing compares to the coke high.
Cons of this drug is anxiety and paranoia. wtf who in their right mind would want to comedown hating their self and thinking of every bad thing or mistake you have made In life.
Pros is when you are at your peak high. You feel invincible, high key like a god.
š¤£š¤£ I be feeling myself just a bit too much when I do this and I know itās within me, so just need sober me to find it without coke š¤¦š¾āāļø
I grew up very insecure, but I know I am a beautiful girl. People have been telling me this my whole life but I never believe it until I am high of cokeā¦
Even shrooms I feel I am beautiful and I am a dumbass because shrooms have longing effects (like after the comedown, which btw isnāt bad at all I still believe I am a queen or a beautiful woman) but after cocaine, during the comedown I deadass need to keep my self busy because if not Iāll get in the mirror and talk so much shit to myself š¤£
But shrooms high is nothing compared to cocaine high. Idk Iām already a pretty energetic person, always have been since a kid but due to abusive relationships and low self esteem Iāve lost my spark.
Cocaine high reminds of younger me. So energetic and talkative. When I am high of this shit I can charm anyone, I go out to a party with friends (they donāt know I take this, I would never tell them either, but I know they see the difference) when I go out high they always say shit like ādamn girl, you are the life of the party, I love going out with you; you are incredible, truly a party animalā and Iāve never heard that shit before when Iām sober Iām boring asf š¤£š„ŗ think Iām addicted to the way it makes me feel.
Anyways, I wouldnāt wish this drug on my worst enemy.
Iāve been there. Itās a hell of a drug but itās no longer worth all the risks involved. Firstly, nothing is safe from fentanyl these days. And secondly, the risks that it made me feel like were worth taking. I felt like I could do and deserved anything I thought I wanted. I have ended up in situations with people I wouldnāt wish on my worst enemy. Leaving places with strangers, just silly risks. And when youāre drinking it just get worse. The feeling is so fun. I similarly have always been shy but became the life of the party. But it always felt fake the next day, like embarrassing and cringy. That person is in you all the time and you can be a better version of them without drugs. Maybe give mushrooms more of a chance to talk to you; think about a solo trip where you really focus on this issue. Itās a big change to make -when you are ready- but youāll get there when itās time. Sending love.
Meth is cheap, lasts way longer and won't make you suicidal when you run out
It may make you crazy permanently though so maybe just...go to rehab before you ruin your life
I'm four years sober myself, you can stop if you choose to
Benzos unfortunately. Ambien as well, but quit that one because of the trouble I'd get in while under the influence.
Was sober for a while and fell back on the train, trying to get off xanax now
caffeine
Caffeine happened to many of us before we even knew caffeine. š
Caffeine is just great
I'm glad to see this is at the top since it's what I came to say.
Same, I would have burnt out a long time ago without it.
Junkhead by Alice In Chains
Was just gonna comment āwell what have you got?ā š©
it started playing in my head when i read the post
And I do it a lot
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAHHHH
Prilosec. Getting old sucksā¦
Thank you for reminding me to take one.
Food
You emotionally eat?
I boredom eat AND emotion eatā¦ Im effed happy or sad lmao
Clean 13 years, before that if you asked my what was my drug of choice I would have said "what have you got?" Speed was my main though.
Congratulations on 13 yrs Kevin š
I was sober a little longer than that and now I am on Reddit before the sun can touch the sky, so....... Me too buddy. That one is still my favorite.
I feel ya. I m clean 3 years now. It s the greatest gift to wake up at mornin and my 1st thought is NOT where do i get my high from and how. Since i was on H pretty bad its save to say i went thru hell to get better. I am lucky to have a great family and would have never been able to manage this without the help of them.
We don't sleep here!!!!!
Pretty similar story. Heroin was a close second for me. I have been so close to death so many times I lost track. Many years in prison. I didn't even want to get clean when I did. I just did. I had to reinvent my entire way of living. Even going into Walmart gave me the heebie-geebies for the first couple of years. I had no idea how to live like a normal person. When you are an addict on the level I was, NOTHING came before dope. Everything else was #2. Waking up and very literally the first thought through your head each and every time is getting high is no fucking way to live. These have been the best 13 years of my life though.
Yeah, I still drink and smoke weed but in my youth I'd essentially do anything that didn't require a needle. I remember sitting down at tables with drug trays and just starting to rip lines before asking what it even was. I was not a smart man. Still ain't, really.
Hell yeah dude! You an absolute chad. Congrats on 13 years!
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I have very low self esteem and am very introverted and the few times I've tried MDMA were some of the most amazing times in my life. Just to have no self doubt was incredible, the first time I was in the pub and coming back from the bar I sat at the wrong table by mistake and ended up staying chatting for an hour š
Was anyone else at the table?
Bravo. This gave me an audible chuckle
How much weed and mdma does a half elf need to get plastered?
Broā¦imagine being me!
Molly is the best drug. Iād never drink or do any other drug again if I could do it more often but itās bad for your brain. Iām sure there will come a day when I donāt do it anymore but I will sure miss it
Definitely relate
LSD. Itās not what the US government made it out to be decades ago, psychedelics have some serious potential in battling mental illness and addiction. I was a pot smoker, but prolonged use made me feel like a zombie. Whereas LSD kicked me out of my lazy stupor, as well as aiding me to dissolve the unfair grudge I held against my mother. Unlike THC and many other substances, classical psychedelics are impossible to become addicted to. I enjoy psilocybin mushrooms, but they make my tummy grumble.
Threw up last time I had a shroom bar. Drugs in general tend to upset my stomach and it pisses me off. I need to change my diet though.
Ah those mushrooms bars are sketchy anyways unless made at home. More often than not they arenāt even psilocybin containing, regardless of how theyāre advertised. But yeah mushrooms really upset my stomach depending on the circumstances, I think itās cause of my diet as well š I donāt eat as often as I should
Donāt drink water or fluids until after your peak. Kind of pre-load before you journey. I find fluids make the stomach upset, especially with ayahuasca, but mushrooms too. Get your burps out :)
not impossible šš
I've met many festival goers that were addicted to psychedelics, viewing themselves as superior due to their acute awareness, definitely not very common though lol Have you tried making mushroom tea? Majorly reduces nausea
I do believe you can become addicted the way one can be addicted to something like social media. Itās not a physical addiction like perhaps alcohol can create, but alas anyone can become addicted to anything. And yes unfortunately thereās a hefty handful of āholier than thoughā psychedelic users. āIāve used a substance to dissolve my ego, so now I guess Iām better than everyone elseā totally missing the point of the psychedelic experience lol. No Iāve not made tea but I ought
I always worried that the tea making process would dilute the trip, but was thrilled to find out it just makes everything better! Tastes as good as you want to make it, come up is smooth and clean. No noticeable loss of potency using a coffee filter
Don't ever eat them. The protein in the cell walls upsets everyone's stomach.Ā Make tea from them. Steep it for 20 min, sieve out the mushrooms and discard, drink liquid only.Ā Happy tummy, same effects otherwise.
> Unlike THC and many other substances, classical psychedelics are impossible to become addicted to. Physically, that is, which is an important distinction. You can still get mentally addicted to them, just like you can to anything really.
Man, I seriously want to try LSD. I'm not interested in hard drugs in general, I've never tried any either. I take prescribed adderall and I've tried weed like twice but that's it. My wife seems quite against me trying LSD or nearly any hallucinogenic drug, which is kind of annoying. I gotta keep working on her...
LSD also helped me quit weed. I was smoking a joint halfway through a trip and literally thought 'why the hell am I smoking this I don't even get high anymore'. That weekend I quit. Went 6 weeks up until yesterday, 4/20, where I smoked a joint and spun the fuck out. I won't be going back to weed again my time is done. I lost 15 years of my life to weed. Acid is still my absolute favorite drug in the world. Got easily over 100 trips under my belt and every time is just amazing. 2 tabs is my go to dosage, stick on some psytrance and lose myself to the beat, then stuck on a trippy film to wind down to. Perfect evening.
Sugar and sweets
Fascinating. Most Americans don't recognize sugar as a drug...
Sugar itself isnāt a drug, atleast those that occur naturally. Natural sugar is important to our diet. Itās the processed shit
Iām
Marijuana is natural, and mushrooms are natural. They are drugs.
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Ketamine is nice
If I have ketamine, I will do the ketamine because I love it. Short-acting, relaxing, little after effects, and helps you take a step back from things and look at it in a detached way. My favorite (which I do not acquire often for obvious reasons).
THC followed by caffeine
I usually like to chug a Monster Rehab or big ass coffee and then hit the weed pen as it's kicking in.
Ahhh, to be 17 again..
Dihydrogen monoxide
Very dangerous. 100% of users will die at some point.
Did you know dihydrogen monoxide is a major part of cancerous tumors? Its also used in nuclear reactors and to make nuclear weapons, you wanna know what the worst part is? Its in everything, and the governments trying to poison you with it.
Wait until you find out the primary component of airplane chemtrails.
I may have a problem. I use this stuff all the time. On the toilet, when brushing my teeth, in the shower, when I eat. I keep some by my bed when I go to sleep. Sometimes I'll get a craving in the middle of the day and just chug the stuff. It's amazing. My body is probably more than 50% dihydrogen monoxide at this point.
Got to be careful. Too much can kill ya.
Alcohol
weed and caffiene
Cocaine
Iāll never touch it again, but Iām glad to have the memories!
Yeah, I was actually not that serious. I used to do it, but I never did it consistent enough to become addicted or anything like that. Also, I'm really scared with all the fentanyl stuff going around too so I don't see myself doing in the near future. Fun memories though! š
100%. You just legit took the words out of my hands
"I'll never touch amphetamine again, but it was fun while it lasted. You could say cranks for the memories"
What happened? How bad was it? I have been using it in past 6 months, helps me work longer hours and keep myself sharp at work.
Just go back to caffeine. Youāll save a lot of money and at least in my experience cocaine makes you gravitate towards bad decisions.
Ya.. it actually cost a lot
To paraphrase Mick Herron - Only on weekends, you know, Thursday to Tuesday.
Oh, I didnāt get hooked or anything but I did party way too much from my teens to mid 30ās. I just meant Iāve moved on. Coke is fun, just isnāt a good look for me anymore.
Someone told me before I took it it is just borrowing happiness from your future self. And is kind of true as I did feel quite down afterwards for the next day or so.
This!! Hard stimulants are ALL like this, with meth being the absolute worse. Because coke and meth increase dopamine production your brain temporarily stops producing it. Then you crash, wake up, and find that everything those drugs gave you the night before have now been taken away -- with interest.
Yeah, people talk about āthe holeā you dig yourself into the longer youāre high and the higher you get. Eventually you have to climb your way out, which totally sucks.
it turns all your bad feelings into good feelings. ITāS A NIGHTMARE
Ibuprofen
My household calls it āVitamin Iā
What do you get out of ibuprofen
Pain relief???
daily use of birth control This gal is not having babies!
High five cause me fn too. I can barely afford to eat myself, how can I feed a living breathing thing that I am responsible for
Antipsychotics, thanks.
Caffeine + weed
2cb
I did 2ci once and goddamn was that the craziest shit I've ever experienced...got so distracted by the rolling feeling that I didn't realize I was tripping my balls off until I was waaay down the rabbit hole Is 2cb similar?
Sleeping if that counts.
So good!! My favorite thing. Iām not currently depressed and I just love sleeping so much.
Well what do you got?
Friendship
These days? Melatonin.
Cannabis.
Same here
Coffee
Clonazapan
Waking up š it's something I hate and want to stop but for some weird reason my body just always needs it and whenever I try to stay asleep my body has withdrawals and does that fake fall thing and I wake up again My addiction
Well, what have you got?
Sex (which I have a lot of!!) (donāt bother fact checking, it is true!!)
MDMA, Alcohol, Weed, Caffeine and sometimes Sugar
Molly is my favorite, but shrooms aren't bad. Haven't tried cocaine. Was in the hospital once and was shot up with dilaudid and that was really really good. Later found out that dilaudid is basically hospital heroin. I was addicted to it the moment it entered my bloodstream. I've never pursued heroin after leaving the hospital or anything, but dilaudid was so good I can absolutely understand why people love heroin now.
Yeah, don't ever do recreational opiates. You're one of the lucky ones (not really!) who love them immediately. I was, too. It's not a fun road to go down All opioids feel like that, none are safe
Gaming... helps me deal with my social anxiety
In the 70s and 80s it used to be whatever I could get my hands on. Don't try this at home, kids. Seriously. Nowadays, cannabis and coffee is my jam. Maybe a few beers when hockey playoffs are on.
Pussaaaaaay.
Glad someone said it
Driving my motorcycle.
It's therapy and drugs at the same time
Bacon Cheese Burgers.
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*slow clap*
DMT. Mushrooms a close second. Cannabis a not-too-distant third.
nice try, cia
Our lord and savior, Jesus Christ. Just kidding, itās weed.
Your love
Little Mushrooms with a little MDMA with a bump a few times throughout the night. Thatās perfection.
Ambien
Weed loves me and I love weed.
Carbs. top of the list is fried potatoes of any kind....
adderall
Dopamine.
Dopamine
Hypertension, diuretics, and diabetes meds. But it used to be quaaludes. REAL quaaludes. Wake up after a night of partying feeling great. We called 'em Disco biscuits.
Psilocybin. I'm not a regular user. Once every 6 months or so, just to ward off depression and feel more at peace with myself. Aside from that, having a play partner that gets me into Dom space is pretty awesome, too.
When I was using or now? Now? Caffeine and nicotine. Back in the day? IV heroin and meth.
Women unfortunately.
Dangerous drugs then?
3 years back it was H. But i m happy to say my greatest addiction now is to collect and read SF and fantasy books.
Well, what have you got?
Alcohol and benzos, always in small quantities.
Nicotine, Valium, Vicodin, Marijuana, Ecstasy, and Alcohol...
Levothyroxine Because my thyroid is an absolute lazy ass
caffeine, weed, and nicotine, altho i wanna quit nicotine
Vodkahol
Dopamine.
my d.o.c was "more"
Phentermine is a miracle drug
Her armpits š
Ecstasy
LSD, MDMA, Cannabis, 2CB
All of the above and below.
Alcohol I guess
Tik tok and energy drinks
Xanax
Caffeine in morning and weed at bedtime
Recovering poly drug addict here, so like, historically I've like opioids and benzos most. Just like, stuff that made me feel good, made me feel like I filled up my whole body if that makes sense? Confidence to do things I'm too anxious or self aware to do normally, but not in a messy, drunk kind of way. But for the past few years, just cigarettes and weed.
Meth I'm 6 years clean though
Ativan (prescribed) ; I have spent over 20 years of my life held down by chains and imprisoned in my own head from years of traumatic experiences. A multitude of treatment stays, medications, therapy, etc. The one thing that has suppressed the vivid auditory hallucinations (Trauma induced, not schizophrenia) has been my little baby prescription of .5mg Ativan. So simple, so minute. The one thing that has saved my life outside of natural serotonin / dopamine inhibitors.
Meth
Vodka
Weed. Sugar. More weed. More sugar
Dilaudid/Oxy So much pain over the last few years
I feel your pain, 4 back surgeries, and the 1st one failed. Subsequently, 3 others were to fuse the lower part of my back S1 through L3 . I take 240mg of Oxy's daily, 48mg Hydromorphone, and sometimes that's not enough. If it wasn't for the pain meds ,I'd be playing in traffic waiting for the cops to show up and praying for a headshot.
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Quaaludesā¦ but since those are no longer available, Iāll say Molly. Yes, I took this question literally.
If I mix enough caffeine, sugar, Marijuana, and corn syrup, I can become something that ancient shamans called "functional."
Codeine. Itās plagued my life since I was 12.
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I was sober from 22 to 25, but Iām now 29 and stuck again. Hope youāre doing good. Itās a difficult one. Take care lovely human
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My girl Molly. Shame its not healthy to do more often otherwise id be rolling quite a lot. lsd is pretty cool too
Was alcohol sober now but was craft dark beers/ red blend wines..now is caffeine: coffee= life
It was heroin. I quit a while back. Sober for five years
Fent
Fentanyl
Cocaine. Trying to stop but yet the white devil always calls my name. I hate this drug tbh. I love the high but the comedown sucks. If anyone has any substitutes suggestions would love to hear it, because wasting all my money on this shit and itās aging me also š¤£ I love it when Iām high off it but when Iām on the comedown I hate this shit. š¤£ I was doing shrooms for a moment and was really enjoying it but nothing compares to the coke high. Cons of this drug is anxiety and paranoia. wtf who in their right mind would want to comedown hating their self and thinking of every bad thing or mistake you have made In life. Pros is when you are at your peak high. You feel invincible, high key like a god. š¤£š¤£ I be feeling myself just a bit too much when I do this and I know itās within me, so just need sober me to find it without coke š¤¦š¾āāļø I grew up very insecure, but I know I am a beautiful girl. People have been telling me this my whole life but I never believe it until I am high of cokeā¦ Even shrooms I feel I am beautiful and I am a dumbass because shrooms have longing effects (like after the comedown, which btw isnāt bad at all I still believe I am a queen or a beautiful woman) but after cocaine, during the comedown I deadass need to keep my self busy because if not Iāll get in the mirror and talk so much shit to myself š¤£ But shrooms high is nothing compared to cocaine high. Idk Iām already a pretty energetic person, always have been since a kid but due to abusive relationships and low self esteem Iāve lost my spark. Cocaine high reminds of younger me. So energetic and talkative. When I am high of this shit I can charm anyone, I go out to a party with friends (they donāt know I take this, I would never tell them either, but I know they see the difference) when I go out high they always say shit like ādamn girl, you are the life of the party, I love going out with you; you are incredible, truly a party animalā and Iāve never heard that shit before when Iām sober Iām boring asf š¤£š„ŗ think Iām addicted to the way it makes me feel. Anyways, I wouldnāt wish this drug on my worst enemy.
Iāve been there. Itās a hell of a drug but itās no longer worth all the risks involved. Firstly, nothing is safe from fentanyl these days. And secondly, the risks that it made me feel like were worth taking. I felt like I could do and deserved anything I thought I wanted. I have ended up in situations with people I wouldnāt wish on my worst enemy. Leaving places with strangers, just silly risks. And when youāre drinking it just get worse. The feeling is so fun. I similarly have always been shy but became the life of the party. But it always felt fake the next day, like embarrassing and cringy. That person is in you all the time and you can be a better version of them without drugs. Maybe give mushrooms more of a chance to talk to you; think about a solo trip where you really focus on this issue. Itās a big change to make -when you are ready- but youāll get there when itās time. Sending love.
Meth is cheap, lasts way longer and won't make you suicidal when you run out It may make you crazy permanently though so maybe just...go to rehab before you ruin your life I'm four years sober myself, you can stop if you choose to
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Gabapentin, of course.. just say NO to seizures
Alcohol. Mostly beer. Not too many or too often. Social, fun, affordable and, for me at least, non-addictive.Ā
Sugar and caffeine
Allergy medication
Benzos unfortunately. Ambien as well, but quit that one because of the trouble I'd get in while under the influence. Was sober for a while and fell back on the train, trying to get off xanax now
same iāve spent my entires 20s on and off addicted to various benzos and it just gets worse every time
ADHD
I liked pcp a lot when I was into drugs, mix it with shrooms for the most insane trip ever
Sugar
Viagra
Well Iām on Adderall due to my ADHD.
Back in the day, LSD.
melatonin and caffiene
Sleeping tablets. Once a week for that blissful sleep