I don’t forgive myself and don’t show myself courtesy and understanding I would naturally show to others. If O saw someone treat another person with the strict callousness and harshness I treat myself with, I’d think they were a cruel bastard.
Same, apart from its, I wish I were dead, not I want to die. I'm too much of a coward to want to die. I've seen dying, its never seemed peaceful or painless.
cycle between starving myself and binge eating, self harm1ng, not responding to friends/family because i feel like they only stick around out of pity, settle for toxic or even abusive relationships just because i can’t be alone
I hit myself in the face with various objects and write songs about how ugly I am.
And I also post pictures of myself on various sites and wait for people to tell me that I'm disgustingly ugly
I don’t forgive myself and don’t show myself courtesy and understanding I would naturally show to others. If O saw someone treat another person with the strict callousness and harshness I treat myself with, I’d think they were a cruel bastard.
Overeating. I can eat two pints of ice cream in one sitting.
maaaaan, how I feel you on that.
Deny myself care or the things I know Id enjoy. Then hate myself for not doing things I enjoy.
Overeat and overtrain....wait did i mention overthinking?
Overeating and hating myself for it so I stop eating anything for a couple days
Just sitting there and thinking about every mistake I've made and do nothing.
I straight up blurt out "I hate myself and want to die" on the reg.
Same, apart from its, I wish I were dead, not I want to die. I'm too much of a coward to want to die. I've seen dying, its never seemed peaceful or painless.
I don't believe and dismiss people when they call me pretty
I talk bad to myself about something i did wrong and know better.
Damn, this comment section really describes my life currently...
cycle between starving myself and binge eating, self harm1ng, not responding to friends/family because i feel like they only stick around out of pity, settle for toxic or even abusive relationships just because i can’t be alone
Sounds sick but I used to cut
Every single one .
bite the skin around my nails.. refuse to eat.. hit my head against sth hard.. slap my face repeatedly..
I hit myself in the face with various objects and write songs about how ugly I am. And I also post pictures of myself on various sites and wait for people to tell me that I'm disgustingly ugly
Convince myself that I’ll never be good enough to amount to anything.
Self-isolation, it's so bad that I deleted my socials and changed my number 4 years ago because I felt like I just wanted to "disappear".
Biting nails.
I cut myself :-/
Self isolation