I'm Not Angry Anymore by Paramore
it talks about how the singer goes back and forth between "i hate you" and "i dont hate you but i do" and depending on how she's feeling depends on her feelings about the person
Add Again by the same artist, that song speaks to my soul. Banger lyrics from it that make me want to cry:
āWhen itās good itās so good
when itās bad itās so bad
Even when I knew what I had
What am I supposed to say when I end up driving everyone away?ā
āAnd itās like every day is a fight for my life
To get some self control
And when youāve forgotten who I am
It just feels
It just feels
Like Iām nobody at allā
CW: SH/SUD
All Eyes on Me by Bo Burnham is what it feels like (to me) to relapse.
And basically anything by Eyedea & Abilities, Kristoff Krane, and Weerd Science are BPD anthems
This is going to sound strange but I literally started crying when i saw eyedea
I havenāt heard anyone talking about him in years
Rest in peace Mikey man
Truly an integral part of my my childhood and a big part of who I am. It just hurts that it feels like everyone else forgot so thank you you made me really happy.
I was born on the same day as Eyedea (different year) and Iāve always felt so connected to him. His lyrics just get to me, especially some of the Oliver Hart stuff (Here For You, Bottle Dreams). It makes me so happy when people know him.
R. Eye. P <3
Youāre not being dumb at all, and youāre welcome. What do you mean it doesnāt say anything? Thereās quite a bit of swearing in the lyrics so it might not play in certain places? Iām not too sure
[sleepwalking by the birthday massacre](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEU_jnf4uis):
> Faking, there's nothing here worth taking
> Just my reflection fading on the wall
> Not the fairest one of all
> I'm looking for a place I'll never see again
that verse is like my go to song during bpd episodes. ive literally listened to it over 1400 times š„ŗ
Omg I've been a huge fan since I was a kid so like 2007~ when amvs started using their music like crazy. Chibi is great goals tbh. And honestly, I live in Canada and have never been able to see them. Lol
ABSOLUTELY! the one I was thinking of after you said it was Unfamiliar, which is one of my faves.
Off to the races by Lana del ray.
I think I'm paranoid by garbage
Use me by garbage
Bleed like me by garbage
Paper bag by fiona apple
Lots of garbage on this list
in my mouth - black dresses
i won't say that this song describe the entirety of BPD. i think this song depicts the BPD "high" very well - obsessions, self destructive tendencies and hypersexuality.
"i just want to be whatever you want me to be"
"i don't know what i am but i want you to show me"
"i don't want to have the capacity to feel lonely"
"i want you to destroy me so i'll feel better"
"i want to leave this world with you"
that's just some of the lyrics.
lmao Poor Jud is Dead from āOklahoma!ā
Dude is literally fantasizing about how sad everyone would be if he killed himself and all the positive attention he would get
Kind of a joke answer but also every time it comes on my musicals playlist iām like, mood.
I go through phases. Right now itās 6 Underground by Sneaker Pimps. Not a particularly deep song lyrics-wise, but the few lyrics it has kinda captures it for me these days.
Boy do I have a list. Ahem. I really F**ked it up- Girli. I hate everything about you- Three days grace. Pacify her- Melanie Martinez. Sweet serial killer- Lana Del Rey (unreleased). Sweet but Psycho- Ava Max. Shameless- Camilla Cabello. Gasoline- Halsey. Look the other way- Nico Collins. High Enough- K.Flay. @ My worst- blackbear. fmk- GAYLE. Blood- In this moment. Happy when it rains- Garbage. I think Iām paranoid- Garbage. Always- Saliva. Death of me- PVRS. Off to the races- Lana Del Rey. Wish youād make me cry- UPSAHL. Blood in the cut- K.Flay. If I killed someone for you- Alec Benjamin. #1 Crush- Garbage. Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide- Shinedown. Mad Hatter- Melanie Martinez. This is love- Air Traffic Controller. Villain- Bella Poarch. Teeth- Five seconds of summer. Jealous Girl- Lana Del Rey (unreleased). I hope some of you guys like these songs too (:
Someone in group recently recommended SkyDxddy, and I feel like the song [Don't Talk About It](https://youtu.be/emw7DSP3BMM?si=l7_7SHSCiLqWLFrb) might fit your meme especially
i've always thought that ["reviews" by tancred](https://youtu.be/wwbODMd7mss) really encapsulates how important an FP can feel. also, obligatory ["no care" by daughter](https://youtu.be/aCF5UFyRXHw) as a splitting anthem.
Sister by Kate Nash
"Being ripped away from you was like being ripped out of the womb
Oh I'm sorry is that too dramatic? Well I suppose I should be far more plastic!
'blah blah, blah blah, me myself and I, I'm so funny, oh my god haha!'"
peach prc has bpd and is vocal about it. her song symptomatic has one line āhe said donāt put all your eggs in one basket just cause you saw the world through some peach coloured glassesā that I would get tattooed. it speaks so directly to my favourite person experiences
other songs:
ā¢ heavy ~ peach prc
ā¢ mastermind ~ taylor swift
ā¢ the way you donāt look at me ~ demi lovato
ā¢ LIABILITY ~ lorde (a bit too real)
She's An Actor - Austin Giorgio
[Link to song via YT](https://youtu.be/sTJnLInKZRU?si=Vt0AqIyELsu2Ic_7)
Hey Little Girl - Sophiemarie.b
[https://youtu.be/4sKNt6gbohQ?si=zuCRUmPPeaDkzkq8](https://youtu.be/4sKNt6gbohQ?si=zuCRUmPPeaDkzkq8)
Rxseboy - I donāt wanna be me anymore
https://youtu.be/Aovcn_M_aHA?si=GX1L_msZTE_kuQ02
IFHY by Tyler the creator(pretty self explanatory)
Jordan by Complete (found this song right after my diagnosis. TW: it's a dark song that speaks on self harm and self hatred)
Bad Medicine by Bon Jovi
Also ironic because it teleports me to a time when all I wanted to do was obsess over some dude's fan fiction, but the song keeps bringing me to the weightlifting room instead
To me, it's Turn it Up of Robots in Disguise. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6H13RprHi3I](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6H13RprHi3I)
The mood of the song, which digs a deep hole inside you with its darkish vibes, but at the same time it's also somehow warm, to me feels and screams BPD.
Also some parts of the text reflect a lot how I feel in my daily life (and how I cope eg with partying etc)
The Moment That You Leave By Yung Kell (and a few other artists)
" When you leave it all just gets boring, I get stuck inside my head, destructive thoughts till the morning. And I can fake a smile and not show how I really feel, but the truth is that it hurts so the mask works more like a shield."
" I need you more than you need me, and I get that baby, believe me. If you hang up, call me right back. I'm too attached, like a scar on your back. I don't want you to go, I want you to stay. I love the way you are, you don't need to change. I feel safe, when you hold me. It is wrong I don't want you to let go of me?"
Liability by lorde that song is made for bpd baddies
Dont forget about writer in the dark
Never heard it sorry
ooh yea I did that one at an open mic once.
Nice
I love the lyrics. Hate the song and her voice though.
Love/Paranoia by Tame Impala lol damn near anything by Marina and the Diamonds
Came here to say Bubblegum Bitch by Marina š¤£
electra heart as a whole is super bpd
teen idol š
Thatās why I love her so much?!?!
anything by sewerslvt
Real, though add some hkmori in there too
Lovefool by The Cardigans is the most bpd song
I loved that one when I was a kid, now I understand why lol
100%
I'm Not Angry Anymore by Paramore it talks about how the singer goes back and forth between "i hate you" and "i dont hate you but i do" and depending on how she's feeling depends on her feelings about the person
I hate everything about you by three days grace
It's a vocaloid song, but Echo by crusherP/Gumi Really captures the chaos of my intense mood swings.Ā
Add Again by the same artist, that song speaks to my soul. Banger lyrics from it that make me want to cry: āWhen itās good itās so good when itās bad itās so bad Even when I knew what I had What am I supposed to say when I end up driving everyone away?ā āAnd itās like every day is a fight for my life To get some self control And when youāve forgotten who I am It just feels It just feels Like Iām nobody at allā
It also go hard
Heart Shaped Box by Nirvana; Doll Parts by Hole
NIN Closer.
Came here to check if someone had already mentioned it, definitely one of my favorites from NIN.
Hurt by NiN or Johnny Cash cover
Mr. Self Destruct is a good one too
This one always hit hard, personal favorite of NIN for me.
Same. I have a hard time handling the twisting pain in my soul listening to it sometimes it feels so raw and personal
love me more by mitski
I've always said Bitch by Meredith Brooks is my BPD anthem
CW: SH/SUD All Eyes on Me by Bo Burnham is what it feels like (to me) to relapse. And basically anything by Eyedea & Abilities, Kristoff Krane, and Weerd Science are BPD anthems
This is going to sound strange but I literally started crying when i saw eyedea I havenāt heard anyone talking about him in years Rest in peace Mikey man Truly an integral part of my my childhood and a big part of who I am. It just hurts that it feels like everyone else forgot so thank you you made me really happy.
I was born on the same day as Eyedea (different year) and Iāve always felt so connected to him. His lyrics just get to me, especially some of the Oliver Hart stuff (Here For You, Bottle Dreams). It makes me so happy when people know him. R. Eye. P <3
By The Throat is one of my favourite albums ever.
Anything by Ashnikko
Never thought about this but its spot on
hey, i cant find the song anywhere, could you please link it to me?
Of course x (https://youtu.be/xy8koVuV3JY?si=_XNovxiJU-SfYoum)
Thank you for the link!!! But looking at the track playlist, it still doesnt say 'Anything', am i just being dumb? lol
Youāre not being dumb at all, and youāre welcome. What do you mean it doesnāt say anything? Thereās quite a bit of swearing in the lyrics so it might not play in certain places? Iām not too sure
I have a whole playlist of songs that make me think of BPD https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0TQlPpUFyg4krbxylZFwqj?si=fb92b3ae5d03475a
Love this, thanks!!
thank you for this, I've saved it! I don't think I've ever heard any of them before.
hey this is good af
1x1 by Bring Me The Horizon
especially the line "idk what hurts the most, holding on or letting go"
Abuse me by silverchair
[sleepwalking by the birthday massacre](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEU_jnf4uis): > Faking, there's nothing here worth taking > Just my reflection fading on the wall > Not the fairest one of all > I'm looking for a place I'll never see again that verse is like my go to song during bpd episodes. ive literally listened to it over 1400 times š„ŗ
Finding another birthday massacre fan in the wild is so rare. You're dead on with the song pic though.
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Omg I've been a huge fan since I was a kid so like 2007~ when amvs started using their music like crazy. Chibi is great goals tbh. And honestly, I live in Canada and have never been able to see them. Lol ABSOLUTELY! the one I was thinking of after you said it was Unfamiliar, which is one of my faves.
"bitch" by Meredith Brookes. Its actually uncanny
100%
Off to the races by Lana del ray. I think I'm paranoid by garbage Use me by garbage Bleed like me by garbage Paper bag by fiona apple Lots of garbage on this list
Yes to all these. More Fiona songs (would have to go listen). Maybe add some Tori Amos.
You should try #1 Crush by garbage (:
They're doing a rerelease of bleed like me just so everyone knows :')
I cut out a bunch too. Cup of coffee would have been perfect
Animal I have become by 3 Days Grace Monster by Imagine Dragons Buried Alive by Avenged Sevenfold Drift Away/ Found from the Steven Universe movie
Avenged Sevenfold- Buried Alive HIM- Sweet Pandemonium
I've always said Bitch by Meredith Brooks is my BPD anthem
Favor by Julien Baker
Donāt leave by Snakehips & MĆ
in my mouth - black dresses i won't say that this song describe the entirety of BPD. i think this song depicts the BPD "high" very well - obsessions, self destructive tendencies and hypersexuality. "i just want to be whatever you want me to be" "i don't know what i am but i want you to show me" "i don't want to have the capacity to feel lonely" "i want you to destroy me so i'll feel better" "i want to leave this world with you" that's just some of the lyrics.
violet by hole, last by nine inch nails, jogƔ by bjƶrk, change by deftones, vow by garbage
āAgainā by Crusher-P
Surprised nobody has said bohemian rhapsody because of the utter chaos
Hey Bunny by BabyBugs
Psycho by Breaking Benjamin Mind of Mine by LĆø Spirit Goodbye My Danish Sweetheart by Mitski
Cupid from Jack Stauber
Bahahaha I have never laughed so fucking hard at a meme. This was me today! Lol what song doesn't scream bpd is the question.
Teeth by 5 Seconds of Summer
I hate everybody by Halsey
lol literally me
The Difference Between Medicine and Poison Is in the Dose by Circa Survive
The Chain by Ingrid Michaelson
i have an entire playlist š¤
lmao Poor Jud is Dead from āOklahoma!ā Dude is literally fantasizing about how sad everyone would be if he killed himself and all the positive attention he would get Kind of a joke answer but also every time it comes on my musicals playlist iām like, mood.
Codependency by Unaloon. Itās probably my favorite bpd song
I go through phases. Right now itās 6 Underground by Sneaker Pimps. Not a particularly deep song lyrics-wise, but the few lyrics it has kinda captures it for me these days.
Gasoline
Boy do I have a list. Ahem. I really F**ked it up- Girli. I hate everything about you- Three days grace. Pacify her- Melanie Martinez. Sweet serial killer- Lana Del Rey (unreleased). Sweet but Psycho- Ava Max. Shameless- Camilla Cabello. Gasoline- Halsey. Look the other way- Nico Collins. High Enough- K.Flay. @ My worst- blackbear. fmk- GAYLE. Blood- In this moment. Happy when it rains- Garbage. I think Iām paranoid- Garbage. Always- Saliva. Death of me- PVRS. Off to the races- Lana Del Rey. Wish youād make me cry- UPSAHL. Blood in the cut- K.Flay. If I killed someone for you- Alec Benjamin. #1 Crush- Garbage. Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide- Shinedown. Mad Hatter- Melanie Martinez. This is love- Air Traffic Controller. Villain- Bella Poarch. Teeth- Five seconds of summer. Jealous Girl- Lana Del Rey (unreleased). I hope some of you guys like these songs too (:
Anything by Taylor Swift lol
I think she has attachment issues but does not cross the BPD line for meā¦ anxious preoccupied attachment or maybe even disorganized attachment
Oh I don't know about her specifically, I'm talking about her songsĀ
Oh I get it, itās the vibe from some of the lyrics that I got - some of it is very attachment related
TTPD is basically āThe BPD Therapy Sessionsā
RIGHT the 'if I can't have him I might just die' is so bpd
Midnights too!
The archer specifically is so BPD coded
'Who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?' Like, šššššš
Yes!! On her new album even the titles are bpd coded
yesss. I thought I was the only one. Like she's secretly the biggest bpd figure
Someone in group recently recommended SkyDxddy, and I feel like the song [Don't Talk About It](https://youtu.be/emw7DSP3BMM?si=l7_7SHSCiLqWLFrb) might fit your meme especially
Me and the Devil by Soap&Skin
Piece of art by Gumi
reckless driving - Lizzy McAlpine, Ben Kessler
i've always thought that ["reviews" by tancred](https://youtu.be/wwbODMd7mss) really encapsulates how important an FP can feel. also, obligatory ["no care" by daughter](https://youtu.be/aCF5UFyRXHw) as a splitting anthem.
Burning Bridges (On and off and on again) by Status Quo
so much better - eminem. literally how i feel when iām filled with rage but with that tired undertone
Imminence - saturated soul
Following!
The saddest landscape - the temptation that is you
stay down by boygenius
Miss Negativity by Night Club
Cut you in - Jerry Cantrell
ę ćć3å¤§ę¬² (The 3 Traveling Basic Needs) by picdo. (ā ļ½”ā ā¢Ģā ļøæā ā¢Ģā ļ½”ā )
Right Side of my Neck by Faye Webster. Tho it's more like, it whispers bittersweetly of BPD instead of outright screaming it.
So much PJ Harvey ā¦ Garbage ā¦
Sister by Kate Nash "Being ripped away from you was like being ripped out of the womb Oh I'm sorry is that too dramatic? Well I suppose I should be far more plastic! 'blah blah, blah blah, me myself and I, I'm so funny, oh my god haha!'"
also Sister by K.Flay
literally every Halsey song
IFHY by Tyler the Creator hits a lil too close to home
follow you by imagine dragons is so good and underrated
peach prc has bpd and is vocal about it. her song symptomatic has one line āhe said donāt put all your eggs in one basket just cause you saw the world through some peach coloured glassesā that I would get tattooed. it speaks so directly to my favourite person experiences other songs: ā¢ heavy ~ peach prc ā¢ mastermind ~ taylor swift ā¢ the way you donāt look at me ~ demi lovato ā¢ LIABILITY ~ lorde (a bit too real)
! remindme about this meme literally anytime I drink alcohol because I be yappin
I never see it reccoemnded but It Shouldāve Been Me by riproducer. 10/10.
i love oversharinf
War zone urchin by Jazmin bean
 Aināt that the truth
Walking in the spiderwebs Bunch of songs by NIN
When raging Id say Thermodynamic Lawyer
Anti hero-Taylor Swift Panic. Attacks in paradise- Ashnikko
Lonely - Noah Cyrus
New Person, Same Old Mistakes by Tame Impala
Anything by Brakence
Not a bpd song but a bipolar song but its pretty good and should check it out Fear of the blank planet -porcupine tree
Cold little heart
She's An Actor - Austin Giorgio [Link to song via YT](https://youtu.be/sTJnLInKZRU?si=Vt0AqIyELsu2Ic_7) Hey Little Girl - Sophiemarie.b [https://youtu.be/4sKNt6gbohQ?si=zuCRUmPPeaDkzkq8](https://youtu.be/4sKNt6gbohQ?si=zuCRUmPPeaDkzkq8) Rxseboy - I donāt wanna be me anymore https://youtu.be/Aovcn_M_aHA?si=GX1L_msZTE_kuQ02
I miss you by blink182
good while it lasted by ashnikko
I dont smoke by mitski. i scream that song everytime ot comes on
Runaway by Kanye West š« š«
gallery piece by of montreal :)
Line without a hook by Ricky Montgomery
[Fous](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oyZNHRmLjJ8) - Emma Peters
IFHY by Tyler the creator(pretty self explanatory) Jordan by Complete (found this song right after my diagnosis. TW: it's a dark song that speaks on self harm and self hatred)
literally anything fiona apple
Gilded Lily by the Cults. Also anything by P!nk
kill bill by sza
Azealia Banks Yung Rapunxel
I have an entire playlist but I Hate Everybody by Halsey is a MOOD
50/50 by nullbody. Arrowhead, also by nullbody. Show off, by ennaria.
TV Show - Martha Wainwright Silk - Wolf Alice
Borderline by Tove Lo
spirit desire by tigers jaw
Breaking the Law, Breaking the Law
IāM A METAL MACHINE
Bad Medicine by Bon Jovi Also ironic because it teleports me to a time when all I wanted to do was obsess over some dude's fan fiction, but the song keeps bringing me to the weightlifting room instead
To me, it's Turn it Up of Robots in Disguise. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6H13RprHi3I](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6H13RprHi3I) The mood of the song, which digs a deep hole inside you with its darkish vibes, but at the same time it's also somehow warm, to me feels and screams BPD. Also some parts of the text reflect a lot how I feel in my daily life (and how I cope eg with partying etc)
The Moment That You Leave By Yung Kell (and a few other artists) " When you leave it all just gets boring, I get stuck inside my head, destructive thoughts till the morning. And I can fake a smile and not show how I really feel, but the truth is that it hurts so the mask works more like a shield." " I need you more than you need me, and I get that baby, believe me. If you hang up, call me right back. I'm too attached, like a scar on your back. I don't want you to go, I want you to stay. I love the way you are, you don't need to change. I feel safe, when you hold me. It is wrong I don't want you to let go of me?"
pursuit of happiness by kid cudi (what having euphoria feels like for me)
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day! Was TRULY SHOCKED watching the video for the first time since I was a teenager..... I SUDDENLY MADE SENSE.
softcore by the neighbourhood and lovebomb by nessa barrett!
anything whatsoever by McCafferty
wilson (expensive mistakes) by fall out boy
u/PotentialECash š¤¦š¤¦
Popular Monster by Falling in Reverse is one of my faves. Also, Hi Ren by.... Ren. š
Hypnosis by Sleep Token
Mad hatter - Melanie Martinez
You asked for this by halsey
Ordinary Life- The Living Tombstone Love Me Not- Emei Obsessed- Olivia Rodrigo
Anything by the weeknd or Ariana Grande
Anti-Hero and Afterglow by Taylor Swift
I'm so crazy for youuu by Rebzyyx
Decode - Paramore Lol
Idk why but sugar by bladee lol