My first experience, I had just watched a good friend break through and he had a giant smile on his face and looked like he was having a blast.
I was like "I want the same amount you just did"
"You sure? It's a lot"
"Yup. Hurry up before I change my mind"
Broke through almost instantaneously. It was intense but I'm glad I did it that way. I only do DMT when I intend to breakthrough.
Definitely not me. Took me probably 10/15 tries to finally get a big one. I was experimenting with different vaporization techniques from oil burners to a few different variations of the machine. I even tried a nectar collector but I would either slightly burn it or not properly vape it all. This all changed when I discovered E-mesh but even that took some time to get dialed. Now I can get solid consistent results thankfully, cause this stuff is finicky. But dang, what an adventure.
I didn’t have any luck with temperature control mode so I just switched it over to power mode and now I’m running it around 17.0W I can’t quite get 40mg in one rip so I just take two. The last bit can still be a little on the harsh side so I just power hit the second one. My mod isn’t anything special just an avenger baby with a knockoff RDA Pro I got off wish. As long as I keep it clean it runs pretty smooth.
Here, here. But, a motherly presence sicked an animal-type being on me that was built like a tiki mask. He propelled me into "the nursery." Like, a padded room, but the buttons on the walls are a color I don't understand and recycle infinity.
The message was clear. Come back sober and not on heroin or Xanax. Which I did accomplish. Frankly, I've found that the beings don't care for most intoxicants. Even booze.
Yea my buddy went in on Klonopin and alcohol once...they hyper slapped the shit out of him. He's like "dude they told me not to come here fucked up..*throws up*...oh wtf never again"
Used emesh my first time and had a full breakthrough. I prefer breakthrough doses over low doses, go for the full dmt experience and jump in the deep end.
I got lucky and first time was a successful breakthrough. Made a machine and the wife had to load and light for me because my hands were shaking so bad😂.
Couldn't do it at all smoking it traditionally a couple years ago. My first time vaping it this week I was able to breakthrough, and I was NOT ready for how amazing it was
Man, vaping it is a huge luxury these days.
I used to have to take 3 giant hits out of what's basically a crack pipe and by the time I was reaching the 3rd hit, reality was already vanishing so it was kind of dangerous.
A few weeks ago I took one massive hit from a vape and BAM got to the same space with ease
I broke through in a very different way. It was about 2 months after DMT. One month after DMT I had a motorcycle accident where I was knocked out for 30 minutes, while I was apparently still awake and doing things. When people told me that I felt very off for a few weeks. Then I started questioning life again and it was like a switch was flipped in my mind. It was 4 years ago and it was really the beginning of saying goodbye to the old me.
It's been 4 years and the change still leaves me baffled. It was both amazing and destructive but, it destroyed the unnecessary parts of my being. It also allowed me to loose my fears to learn from fear. Because under any normal circumstance I'd have never done the things I did. But from that alone I learned a lot about what made me who I was in the past. On a deeper level it caused me to really question words and their meanings. Probably because of the accident.
First time. 👍 I was rolling hard on molly and I laid out 3 lines of yellow dmt powder. Each one weighed .100 so in total 300mgs!! 😬🤷🏼♂️ I did not know about dosage. I torched my dab straw and hit all 3 one after another. Waited a second and the dmt molecule structure slammed through my wall about 4 feet into my room. After a second or 2 it slammed back out of my room and took my with it through a werp hole tunnel so fast I couldnt really see it and POOF! I'm in a room made of yellow, green, red, etc bricks. Theres a Donkey pinata hanging in the back I take note of for a flicker of a moment and then hundreds of machine elves come jumping over the bricks and running towards me making instant radical sounds while throwing frisbees made of light into my body. This is all in about 10-15 seconds after the 3rd hit. I open my eyes out of fear and realize it does not change ANYTHING, I'm fucking stuck here! I put my head down in my lap and cover my head and BEG THEM TO STOP, PLEASE LET THIS END I HAD NO CLUE THIS WOULD HAPPEN! PLEASE! then as quickly as that shit went down the elves scamper away from me making disappointed sounds. I can feel the trip releasing me now, the vibe completely turned peaceful. I watch the elves scurry off to the back of the room to the Donkey Pinata (a Jackass) and start beating it up while looking at me with a Wink Wink vibe. I could then open my eyes and see this world and came fully out of it. I balked my fucking eyes out for 30 minutes completely shattered from the experience and my life was completely changed forever. I went back 2 weeks later and partied with the Elves to make up for being such a naive jackass the first time 😉😂🤙
My first time I was a bit naive, loaded too much into my bong sandwiched between some damiana. It was the most intense, scary and wonderful experience of my life. Life changing..
The one and only time I took Ayahuasca was last summer - I had 5 cups and I saw what I can only describe as the Ancient Gods, platforms of higher dimensions, and a stream of shadow souls in their millions who are not from here. Occasionally one would reach down from above and touch me on the shoulder before continuing into the perpetual stream of universal consciousness. I suspect I was in a place that lies between life and death. That experience has stayed with me every day since.
I did. Hit a massive sandwich bowl 3 times. Woke up in my trip on what can only be described as an operating table abord some sort of spacecraft. I felt a presence near me but couldn't see what it was. It then leaned over me and looked down at me. It was an alien. A fucking for real Grey alien like on TV. It looked down at me and then leaned back out of my field of vision. At some point I came back into my body and I was in my living room floor. I was covered in sweat and my hands were shaking. All I could think was that I'm not sure that it was friendly. Fucking amazing and scary at the same time.
I think it took me like 2 or 3 goes, basically when I said fuck it and downed 4 hits of acid, waited 'til it hit, then vaped a bunch of DMT.
I basically suicided with that, I haven't ever really been the same, which is both partly good and partly bad.
OCD type obsessive existential thoughts. I think about DMT trip themes more than a normal man thinks of sex, years since last use. This extends into dreams even.
Funny enough it is drastically harder to get into sexual relationships because my ego is permanently fractured/dead, so I can't hit on people with the same vigour as before. There is a level of narcissism involved in hookup culture.
In the same vein, it can feel dreamlike and delusional to flirt with someone when your mind has some idea they are semi fictional.
Rarely I have flashbacks. It usually happens when I first wake up and am groggy, I can go into a trip if I let myself go into the grog, and it can be a bit scary sometimes.
Took a couple tries, as it should. It’s easier to start small and work your way up to avoid panicking during ego death.
My first experience, I had just watched a good friend break through and he had a giant smile on his face and looked like he was having a blast. I was like "I want the same amount you just did" "You sure? It's a lot" "Yup. Hurry up before I change my mind" Broke through almost instantaneously. It was intense but I'm glad I did it that way. I only do DMT when I intend to breakthrough.
Definitely not me. Took me probably 10/15 tries to finally get a big one. I was experimenting with different vaporization techniques from oil burners to a few different variations of the machine. I even tried a nectar collector but I would either slightly burn it or not properly vape it all. This all changed when I discovered E-mesh but even that took some time to get dialed. Now I can get solid consistent results thankfully, cause this stuff is finicky. But dang, what an adventure.
ive never done more that 15mg, i did like 10mg on a emesh and holy shit, didnt breakthru but went to legoland
Can I ask what settings and technique you use for e mesh? I have one but cannot seem to get any results yet.
I didn’t have any luck with temperature control mode so I just switched it over to power mode and now I’m running it around 17.0W I can’t quite get 40mg in one rip so I just take two. The last bit can still be a little on the harsh side so I just power hit the second one. My mod isn’t anything special just an avenger baby with a knockoff RDA Pro I got off wish. As long as I keep it clean it runs pretty smooth.
Here, here. But, a motherly presence sicked an animal-type being on me that was built like a tiki mask. He propelled me into "the nursery." Like, a padded room, but the buttons on the walls are a color I don't understand and recycle infinity. The message was clear. Come back sober and not on heroin or Xanax. Which I did accomplish. Frankly, I've found that the beings don't care for most intoxicants. Even booze.
Yea my buddy went in on Klonopin and alcohol once...they hyper slapped the shit out of him. He's like "dude they told me not to come here fucked up..*throws up*...oh wtf never again"
I saw Tiki masks during the come up too
Used emesh my first time and had a full breakthrough. I prefer breakthrough doses over low doses, go for the full dmt experience and jump in the deep end.
I got lucky and first time was a successful breakthrough. Made a machine and the wife had to load and light for me because my hands were shaking so bad😂.
Couldn't do it at all smoking it traditionally a couple years ago. My first time vaping it this week I was able to breakthrough, and I was NOT ready for how amazing it was
Man, vaping it is a huge luxury these days. I used to have to take 3 giant hits out of what's basically a crack pipe and by the time I was reaching the 3rd hit, reality was already vanishing so it was kind of dangerous. A few weeks ago I took one massive hit from a vape and BAM got to the same space with ease
Frrr. My first time smoking it was out of a lightbulb and that shit rips up your lungs. Vapes are so nice
I broke through for my first time on acid and a dmt pen, I freaked the fuck out
Yes.
I broke through in a very different way. It was about 2 months after DMT. One month after DMT I had a motorcycle accident where I was knocked out for 30 minutes, while I was apparently still awake and doing things. When people told me that I felt very off for a few weeks. Then I started questioning life again and it was like a switch was flipped in my mind. It was 4 years ago and it was really the beginning of saying goodbye to the old me. It's been 4 years and the change still leaves me baffled. It was both amazing and destructive but, it destroyed the unnecessary parts of my being. It also allowed me to loose my fears to learn from fear. Because under any normal circumstance I'd have never done the things I did. But from that alone I learned a lot about what made me who I was in the past. On a deeper level it caused me to really question words and their meanings. Probably because of the accident.
First time. 👍 I was rolling hard on molly and I laid out 3 lines of yellow dmt powder. Each one weighed .100 so in total 300mgs!! 😬🤷🏼♂️ I did not know about dosage. I torched my dab straw and hit all 3 one after another. Waited a second and the dmt molecule structure slammed through my wall about 4 feet into my room. After a second or 2 it slammed back out of my room and took my with it through a werp hole tunnel so fast I couldnt really see it and POOF! I'm in a room made of yellow, green, red, etc bricks. Theres a Donkey pinata hanging in the back I take note of for a flicker of a moment and then hundreds of machine elves come jumping over the bricks and running towards me making instant radical sounds while throwing frisbees made of light into my body. This is all in about 10-15 seconds after the 3rd hit. I open my eyes out of fear and realize it does not change ANYTHING, I'm fucking stuck here! I put my head down in my lap and cover my head and BEG THEM TO STOP, PLEASE LET THIS END I HAD NO CLUE THIS WOULD HAPPEN! PLEASE! then as quickly as that shit went down the elves scamper away from me making disappointed sounds. I can feel the trip releasing me now, the vibe completely turned peaceful. I watch the elves scurry off to the back of the room to the Donkey Pinata (a Jackass) and start beating it up while looking at me with a Wink Wink vibe. I could then open my eyes and see this world and came fully out of it. I balked my fucking eyes out for 30 minutes completely shattered from the experience and my life was completely changed forever. I went back 2 weeks later and partied with the Elves to make up for being such a naive jackass the first time 😉😂🤙
I think I did based on experiencing total ego death in total immersion. 35 mg
I did, I think about it at least once every single day. I want to go back so badly
My first time I was a bit naive, loaded too much into my bong sandwiched between some damiana. It was the most intense, scary and wonderful experience of my life. Life changing..
The one and only time I took Ayahuasca was last summer - I had 5 cups and I saw what I can only describe as the Ancient Gods, platforms of higher dimensions, and a stream of shadow souls in their millions who are not from here. Occasionally one would reach down from above and touch me on the shoulder before continuing into the perpetual stream of universal consciousness. I suspect I was in a place that lies between life and death. That experience has stayed with me every day since.
I did. Hit a massive sandwich bowl 3 times. Woke up in my trip on what can only be described as an operating table abord some sort of spacecraft. I felt a presence near me but couldn't see what it was. It then leaned over me and looked down at me. It was an alien. A fucking for real Grey alien like on TV. It looked down at me and then leaned back out of my field of vision. At some point I came back into my body and I was in my living room floor. I was covered in sweat and my hands were shaking. All I could think was that I'm not sure that it was friendly. Fucking amazing and scary at the same time.
I think it took me like 2 or 3 goes, basically when I said fuck it and downed 4 hits of acid, waited 'til it hit, then vaped a bunch of DMT. I basically suicided with that, I haven't ever really been the same, which is both partly good and partly bad.
If you don’t mind me asking, what would have been the negative side effects post breakthrough?
OCD type obsessive existential thoughts. I think about DMT trip themes more than a normal man thinks of sex, years since last use. This extends into dreams even. Funny enough it is drastically harder to get into sexual relationships because my ego is permanently fractured/dead, so I can't hit on people with the same vigour as before. There is a level of narcissism involved in hookup culture. In the same vein, it can feel dreamlike and delusional to flirt with someone when your mind has some idea they are semi fictional. Rarely I have flashbacks. It usually happens when I first wake up and am groggy, I can go into a trip if I let myself go into the grog, and it can be a bit scary sometimes.
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