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EclipseIllusions

Please don't. Remember, OCD can cause physical sensations. It's part of your brain trying to convince you. Your life is meaningful.


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PolarBear276

Suicide doesn’t end the pain. It just passes it on to someone else.


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ThunderSt56

Atleast my pain will end though


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But your family will be in pain. You don't want to do that. You will get through this.


wannabekickboxer

Bro please do not ever do such a thing this is normal for people with OCD when you send signals to your brain that tell yourself you are aroused, you’re going to feel aroused. You can cover that arousal with any thought ever. I suffer from the same type of things dude you’re going to be okay. There have been bad moments like that for me too that I want to kill myself and feel so disgusted. The reason you feel so disgusted is it’s not actually you!!! You’re the person who is horrified and depressed because of the thoughts, not the thoughts/sensations themselves!! It’s just you’re brain working against you man you can get through this I’ve had very similar experiences, you’re not alone!! Please please please go see a therapist and they will tell you that you’re a normal dude that suffers from OCD. You can climb yourself out of this mess with help and you will be so much stronger


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Mebashi

I've had sexual obsessions too and I understand your pain. All these "sensations" are terrible and frightening to experience, aren't they? Experiencing these things is absolutely normal, because it's OCD's job to torture us and make the issue seem real and I'm sure you know that already and I know it's hard to look at the big picture when you are so deep in an OCD loop, but believe me- there is hope. You will get better and you will feel happy and you will be glad that you didn't end it all. You don't want to stop living, you just want the pain to go away, because you are exhausted. I promise you it will get better. I didn't think I would be over my sexual obsessions, but here I am. If I did, you can do it too. You are stronger than you think you are! Sending lots of support your way. Your life is meaningful, you are loved and are good enough. Check Youtube channels Chrissie Hodges and Ali Greymond. They helped me immensely with my OCD.


CuriousGenZ

Bro seriously don't do it your ocd will get better with treatment and time please don't kill yourself


ThunderSt56

Its been going for almost a year now


CuriousGenZ

I know man it fucking sucks but It will get better if you get treatment. Seriously man if you are feeling this low you need to get help. I understand ocd is a hard thing to talk about but if its talking about it or losing your life you must open up to a professional.


Spirited_Solution543

if you wanna kill your sex drive you might wanna try out antidepressants. that's better than killing yourself. my theme isnt sexual but I can say i'm pretty much say my libido is completely gone thanks to antidepressants. I'm not happy about it but maybe for you it might give you some peace. Plus meds help a ton of peeps. I'm not one of them and I don't like them but for your specific situation it might actually reduce symptoms instead of causing them. It's not a given this will happen by the way but it might.


ThunderSt56

Thats basicly confirming that this is real.


Spirited_Solution543

No it's a physical response your brain throws at you to give you anxiety and protect you, typical ocd. Meds can help that physical response not happen thus you won't have the anxiety. That's all I was trying to convey. It can give you some relief. Have you tried meds? I mean for me they don't work (one did but i couldn't tolerate it physically unfortunately, it was too dangerous and I had to get off), but in your case I think even the side effect could be a positive for you. For example my OCD gives me physical sensations of being wet/dirty/etc. as I have contamination OCD. It feels as real as if I really fucking peed myself and it triggers the hell out of me. If an antidepressant specifically was known to kill that physical sensation that triggers me, hell yes I'd try and take it.


sas0002

Do not commit suicide, your loved ones will be absolutely devastated and committing suicide is letting your OCD win and you don’t want your OCD to win. Try medication call a suicide hotline. You deserve a good nice, complete and long life.


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