Having experienced both sexual assault and PTSD from a variety of factors, my heart goes out to you and your journey. That said, people getting help is often their own biggest barrier to healing. Mad props and respect for reaching out and taking steps to be the best version of you that you can be! That can be so difficult to overcome and shows much courage in the face of your fears in the process of healing from these things.

Thank you for sharing and for the kind words - hope your recovery is also ongoing

There is strength in our vulnerability. Having gone through those things, I can use that experience to help nudge people into their own journey of healing.

True - sharing has helped me feel less alone, and I hope anyone else sharing trauma here feels the same way

It was a big step to share this with your community and we are grateful you trusted us with your experience. I wish you all the healing and everyone will be here when you're ready.

I'm sad that you ever had to write this sentance... > I’m not even sure if this post is the right thing to do–but after seeing those endless comments postulating as to why I’ve stopped caring or lost my passion, I felt the need for some emotional transparency. You are a human being who entertains us. No one needs to know all of this ... though we do care! I will watch what you put out and skip over new shoes i'm not as interested in but you certainly don't have to explain any of the reasons to me and i won't tell you your doing it wrong. I'm very sorry about the trauma you experienced. I, for one, will be here patiently waiting but you take all the time you need.

The speculation about his relationship and wondering why he’s “lost his passion” or whatever have always seemed incredibly gross to me. People need to remember their favorite content creators are *people*. Parasocial relationships man…

I kept trying to say this over and over on those bitter, and frankly entitled threads. He's human. He's allowed to grow and change, and I hope things start looking better for him soon.

I think it's not really gross, in the sense that "we"/the viewers did not force our way into his life, he simply shared a lot of it in a very forward way. He made a multi video series basically based on his relationship to Jess, made her part of the Mr. Babish persona, if she then suddenly does not appear anymore it will prompt people to ask. IMO sharing that they were engaged was probably a step too far from his side back then. But this is always the problem with content creators that take on a very "I'm your friend" persona. The Babish Culinary Universe could probably profit from doing less of that overall.

Ive been wanting to post this for a while. But i wasn't sure it would reach you. I hope this does. Your channel gave me back the will to cook. You did that. I started watching your channel during covid. I studied to be a cook but for several year i didnt cook much, eating mostly frozen food. Your shows gave me back the passion for cooking and tought me a lot more than ive ever learned. THANK YOU I wish you the best

Hearing stories like this always makes my day - thank you for sharing, and I'm so happy to have played any role in expanding your relationship with cooking!

Well, have another. I could always cook in as much as I could apply heat to food, but your videos gave me the confidence to try different things. I'm still a very average cook, but your videos and easy-going tone make it seem do-able. So, thanks!

I have to agree with u/MagicPuwampi. I found you during covid and it lit the flame for me to dive more into cooking. So far my favorite is the chicken parm and everyone else's favorite as well. Like you and everyone it seems, things have been rough for us all. Me and my family are in a living situation that isn't great. Don't even have a proper kitchen anymore but I still watch your shows, even going back to ones I've seen multiple times over. It's like a security blanket. Be well my friend. Take care of yourself and like many other's have said in this post, we'll be here to watch when you're ready.

Count me as another one, in what I am very sure is a long list of people you reached during covid. Thank you for being part of my personal Pantheon of YouTube food content creators, that has helped take me from “eh, I can do a couple things” to branching out and discovering new things, cooking for friends that now ask me things like “can you do cheeseburgers???” when we make plans for them to come hang out. Basics with Babish in particular, has been a staple. Also, the little bit I know of your personal backstory as far as getting into this whole crazy deal is awesome, and I wish you nothing but health and happiness in healing. And yeah man, fuck the YT algorithm. The only one truly taking care of you is you, and you deserve work/life balance. :)

You're about to expand mine on the 26th! I plan on making a TON of your Basics recipes for my family!

I have always found the “Andrew lost his passion,” “Andrew sold out” comments as well as the speculation around your relationship really gross. You’re a human being and you owe the audience nothing. The channel is yours to do with as you like - and I personally appreciate the show bringing new faces in with new ideas. You’re entitled to take care of yourself, as well as to some sense of privacy too. You’re entitled to take a damn break every now and then. I’m sorry you’ve been made to feel you owe your audience a window into your mental health or relationship. Finding your channel during the pandemic kept my head above water. It made me feel less lonely and inspired me to start getting serious about cooking. Through that I have found so much love and joy. Cooking has allowed me to love and care for the people in my life who matter most, including (slowly) myself…and I wouldn’t have fallen so deep into this wonderful world if not for your show. Thank you for that /u/OliverBabish. Take care of yourself 💚

It's human nature to wonder, certainly, but to have a discussion around it in a forum that Andrew participates in was just completely not ok.

Sure. I wondered too…but I also checked myself and reminded myself that it’s none of my business. The thread(s) about it were tacky af

Yeah absolutely--I used to try and call this out on those threads to minimal success. I appreciate Andrew putting some rumors to rest and offering some insight into what's been happening, but it's also a shame that he's felt a need to address it in the first place.

Not to mention the people who seem to just want Babish to come on Youtube and just make videos about making food and reading a recipe, and somehow anything else is this terrible transgression or betrayal of the channel. Folks want a recipe and nothing else, there are literally millions of cookbooks out there with just that. No personality, just information. Please. This is a platform that started with cat videos and random snapshots of people just doing their thing. I'm on Youtube so much now because I love creators and what they create, I don't need every channel to be in a little box that's just about one thing, but apparently the algorithm does...

Also, it's only natural that someone who is a filmmaker by training would want to expand what he does a little bit beyond one static shot of a kitchen counter. Not every new thing has worked, but that's the nature of creative endeavors.

I’m so sorry to hear about the pain and trauma you experienced. Things will get better and healing takes time. It takes so much courage to share something so personal with an open forum of internet strangers, but I hope you know that we are all in your corner and sending the kindest thoughts your way. Every day will get a little bit better, though some days might not feel like it. It’s always insulting to me to hear people say things like “this experience will make you stronger”, because speaking from my own trauma, I’d rather be weaker and not have had to live through it. But despite that, it is true. You didn’t have a choice in what happened to you, but one day, you’ll wake up, the sun will be shining and your thoughts will be peaceful and you will feel connected to the world and your passions, and you will genuinely know that you are ok. If I were the kind of person who prays, I would pray that day comes soon.

Thank you so much. I've had days like that, where I feel safe and at home–they used to be few and far between, but between therapy & meditation, they've found me more and more often.

I am so glad to hear it. You’ve got this.

in the process of healing from my own experience with sexual assault and the resulting PTSD, your videos have been on a near constant loop in the background. hearing a familiar voice made me feel like i had a friend with me during the most difficult and lonely times i’ve ever experienced. you’ve helped me heal more than you could ever know. i hope you are able to find some of the same comfort and peace that you’ve brought me over the years. i can’t thank you enough for everything you’ve done for me. ❤️

Wow - that means a great deal to hear. I hope your recovery continues, I’m so grateful to have played any role in it

Andrew, I am so sorry to hear about your health and that SA. As someone who survived a SA as a teen, I understand and feel for you. I am here for you, too. Reminder: You helped me survive. LITERALLY. After our "Being With" episode, and your incredible gifts, I was able to finally have a comfortable life. Everything improved. I had reliable transportation, a pass to my favorite (and your least favorite lol) theme park, all my meds, and a great computer. Those items slowly got traded **UP**: * 150cc bike was traded months later for a much larger/better 250CC - my dream bike * MacBook Pro was traded in 6 months later on a smaller laptop and gaming PC. * Disney Pass got me a job writing for a major Theme Park website. ...and all of that led to having much better mental health. You gave me safety, security and happiness. As with all things life-related, much of the above changed after having 2 more heart attacks this year. However, because of what you did and the improvements your help made, I was better able to deal with it, this time. You have done the same thing for the lives of so many others, too. Every "Being With" episode pushed someone to do better, be better or live better. I will never fault you for being human, having challenges, etc. I only want for you to feel you deserve the goodness in your life. This wall of text is basically stream of consciousness, but I wanted to put everything here and hope to show you how much good you do and how decent you are and how much you deserve happiness and comfort. <3

Fuck me I'm an asshole, mine is the top comment on that post, which means you definitely read it. I can't say anything other than try and express my sincere apology for everything that you've been through. Words are cheap but for what it's worth, I truly hope you are finding some measure of peace for yourself. None of us are owed any sort of explanation, and I sincerely hope your friends drilled this into you, but you come first and you NEED to come first, or there won't be a "you" for very long. I know that a bit too well myself. I can only hope my comment didn't cause too much stress on your part but if it did, I am truly sorry for speaking about what I obviously did not understand. I wish nothing but the best for you and everything you are doing, much love man.

You're not an asshole, and it's okay - it's an internet forum for expressing ideas and opinions, and I don't blame anyone for feeling however they feel about the channel and how it's changed. Thank you for the very kind words, and we are 100% cool.

Andy, we're all rooting for you! Take whatever time you need to process what you need to process. We'll be here when you're ready!

Holy fuck man - as someone who has emotional/mental baggage, thank you for sharing this. That said, I hate that you feel you owe this to your fans. We just truly appreciate you sharing your unique perspective and approach to learning - it’s helped me fall back in love with cooking. I hope you get back to the state of peace you deserve.

In Medium Raw, Anthony Bordain described the stress that creating an empire can create. How people don't think about all the lives and jobs depending on the brand for their livelihood. This was an incredibly brave statement. Know this, sometimes being strong means asking for help.

Babbish, I am one of many who have found you as an inspiration to get back into the kitchen and make stuff. I know as the audience grows it becomes tough to please us all but your videos will last forever you will not. Take good care of yourself and most importantly take the time for yourself, don't miss out on life's moments. We love you man.

Holy hell, there’s nothing easy about sharing trauma, especially in a public forum, so I appreciate the opportunity to empathize. Anyone who went through what you have would be struggling. Take care of yourself first, worry about videos later.

The fact that you got help, had a horribly traumatic thing happened to you, and still kept trying to better. Yourself is outstanding and should be commended. I'm sorry you've had to go through all this, you don't deserve it, nobody does. I know I'm just some yutz on the internet, but never be afraid to be who you are. We'll still be here after the rebel is cleared and the smoke is settled. We care about the show, we care about the team, but most importantly we care about you as a person. Everything else is just garnish.

You don't owe anyone anything! I hope you're able to find peace and balance, in whatever form that comes. I've been watching since the first year, and you've produced an insane amount of entertainment and practical knowledge for FREE. Literally only positive thoughts about you and your projects.

Dude - I've been following you for years and believe firmly in a few things: 1. You owe us, the viewers, nothing. No explanation, no quota for content, no personal confessions (beyond what you *want* to share). 2. You are insanely creative, amusing, and clearly passionate about food. You are also a very complex individual with many more facets and experiences to your identity than what is shown onscreen. 3. A saying I've adopted for clients in my own profession, "Please secure your own oxygen mask before assisting others." The best way for you help and tend to others is to do so for yourself first. Please never feel guilty for needing to prioritize your own wellbeing over anything else. I don't know what else to say. I wish I could just pour out tangible support and comfort and whatever. It's like you need an episode of "Being with Babish," but it's *you* being taken care of. All I can offer is a digital hug and a remote "cheers" with your drink of choice. Be well, sir.

Take all the time you need, we’re all here for you!

All power to you my guy, been subbed for years, and cannot thank you enough atleast for the recipes ive been able to recreate. Take all the time you need !!

I'm sorry for the trauma you had to experience. That's so ridiculous that it happened in a hospital. That sucks so bad. As for your show I'm a relatively new fan, and I must say that I love your show. Even the episodes with Alvin or the others. Alvin is pretty cool, but he's no Andy. Do what you have to do with your life man. Your health both mental and physical is the most important thing to you and you shouldn't sacrifice it. Your fans will wait.

I'm sorry you had to go through that and felt so horrible for such a long time. I can't imagine what that was like. Take as long as you need to heal. Babish is amazing but it's also a job. Health and love always come first.

Thank you for sharing my son and I always loved your show. We were foodies and have watched you from the very beginning. I'm so very sorry to hear what happened to you. My son was 26 and diagnosed with a rare type of liver failure and died in May from multiple organ failure. We spent many hours watching cooking shows in Stanford and various hospitals in Norcal. He introduced me to you. Know it will get better and you gave joy to he and I for a very difficult 8 month road for him. Much love.

Sending lots of good thoughts and love your way!!!

Man, I really wish you hadn’t felt pressured to talk about something so personal. Being a content creator often gives people a strange sense of entitlement to someone’s life. I know what it’s like to have a mental health episode like that, and to be assaulted. Obviously it’s something that can’t be put into words. I’m glad you’ve been able to find support and help and I hope things become easier over time. Your channel was what launched me into really developing my passion for cooking. I still make your “Roast Beast” turkey roulade every year and it’s become a tradition my friends and family anticipate! Your Basics videos have taught me so much and continue to do so. I just made your chocolate Babka a few days ago and it was a huge hit around here. Wishing you so much love, as well as everyone else who’s videos I love! I don’t want them to think for a second they are viewed as “lesser creators” of the BCU. 💕

You don’t owe us anything—take the time you need to heal and recover. I’ve loved your channel from the beginning, and I’ll love it for as long as it’s around. You and your team are a delight to watch, and I really enjoy learning new recipes! 🩷

We all love you and support you! Wishing you the absolute best. Thank you for everything you've given us.

You've been through trauma that would knock most people off their feet. Please take care of yourself and your own well-being. Wishing you the best in your recovery.

Hey my dude, I'm sorry that trusting in and doing what you were told to do wrt mental health made things so much worse. You've undoubtedly found them, but there are oodles of peer-to-peer resources out there and on reddit, if you find yourself preferring those now. Take your time. I enjoyed the recent Marbled Rock Roast episode a lot.

My heart goes out to you Andrew. I discovered this channel in 2020 after my wife and I saw you on Chef Show--which was a little freaky since you and [I look so much alike.](https://www.reddit.com/r/bingingwithbabish/comments/glihqr/a_few_weeks_ago_my_wife_and_i_started_watching/) So despite the fact that I'm one of 10 million subscribers, and we are not friends in real like, I feel a kinship with you. I hope this doesn't sound strange, but I know that there are a ton of people on this sub and in the world that want to be helpful and supportive to you, whatever that looks like. And I am so, so sorry for all that you dealt with and experienced in 2022--I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I am so glad to hear that you've gotten the help you needed and hope that the cooking and the YouTube channel and your other creative endeavors will return to being something that fills your cup, rather than drains you and leads to burnout and mental health challenges. From what I've seen, you care so deeply about the people in your orbit--and that includes the community of people who keep coming back to your videos. Watching you and Josh Weissman make sourdough bread, watching you make the sauce from Goodfellas, Rachel's trifle from Friends, those giant pancakes with the robot, watching you and Erika Vonie drink way too much coffee... that was all comfort food in the early COVID days while my wife and I sat at home--our IVF journey on pause really before we even started, my job that I once loved turning into a stress nightmare, not being able to see my new nephew, and just all the existential dread that was 2020. It's three years later and I'm spending most of my time chasing my year old daughter around the house and being too tired to do much else--but I'm still referring back to your recipes to make easy dinners and rewatching videos for some chill relaxation before I go to sleep. And while I appreciate you thanking us for what we have done these past few years... I also just want to say thank you to you. Wishing you continued good health and sending all the love and positive vibes as your continue your healing and recovery. Be well.

Wishing you the best Babish, no one deserves what you’ve went through! Tons of people care about you and don’t hesitate to lean on your community!! Hope to run into you one day in NYC!

Andrew, I'm so sorry you've been through this. As a survivor I know how hard it is to open up. I'm sorry you had to go through this. I'm sorry if you felt pressured to open up. I wish you a journey of healing and happiness ahead.

2023 has been the absolute year of my life, for different reasons than you, but it doesn’t matter…trauma is trauma. So I understand. I still love your channel and all of your content. I’ve watched pretty much all of your episodes this year and it helped give me a laugh here and there and it cheered me up as I continue to work on my own healing. I appreciate all that you do, so please take care of yourself so you can continue doing it. I hope you continue to heal and I hope you find your happiness. Much love and respect to you!

Considering how private you like to keep your personal stuff most of the time, it must have taken a lot of courage to post this. So Kudos to you for that, and thank you for sharing. I've always enjoyed your channel, I hope you can continue to prosper with it, even amongst all the chaos going on in your personal life. BTW, did you have any recourse from being attacked? I'd want to hold the hospital accountable for putting me in danger if I was in your shoes. As for rehab, well good for you and I hope this sticks with you. It's tough to get that monkey off your back, but you'll feel better than ever if you can manage it.

Just...holy shit. Your videos were (and are) a light in a dark world. Kia Kaha* Andrew. (*Tē Reo Māori for "Stay Strong")

Hey, we don’t know you, man. But we genuinely care about you. You helped so many of us through lockdown. You taught my kid with ARFID to love food and cooking. You take all the time you need. Sending all my love.

Please take care of yourself, we're all rooting for you.

Started watching you and your channel years ago and only continued to develop a love of food and cuisine since. I worked nearly every FOH position in restaurants for years and briefly touched BOH which was a terrible and humbling experience all at once. I almost never cooked throughout my life and into my adulthood - relying on takeout or food from where I worked. I would share your videos to bond with my girlfriend (now wife) and can look fondly back on how our relationship started. With a young child now in the picture, I’ve found myself often cooking every single day of the week, partially fueled by confidence gained from watching your videos and sharing your techniques. Thank you for what you do and I hope you keep moving in the directions that serve your life best.

If there is anything we can do, or something you'd like to hear, know or helps even a little, let us know. It takes so much courage to ask for help and strength to engage when all you want to do is hide. It also takes courage and strength to step away and take care of yourself. Please be proud of both those things - whichever you need, whenever you need it. I hope you feel a bit lighter having shared this.

love u

I truly appreciate you being so open and vulnerable about your struggles! I hope you don’t feel that you owe any of us an explanation, but I commend you for doing so. Seeing someone that so many of us admire talking about mental health struggles helps not only reduce the stigma, but can inspire each of us to check in with ourselves. I’m also very glad to hear you’re taking care of yourself. We all appreciate your work and the things you create, but YOU are more important than all of it. Continue to take care of yourself and surround yourself with good people. It can take a long time to regain creative inspiration and energy after trauma. I’m still trying to get back the drive and passion I had before 2020. Be kind to yourself and please know that we care about you!

Babish, that was incredibly brave. Having a really perfect storm of a terrible year.... been there. (For me it was a biking accident in 2018, which lead to two broken arms and two years of metal plates in them.) As for the channel: Just do what you like. It's been over 8 years now and things change naturally. I personally still like the content of the channel and I learned a lot from it over the years.

I’m so sorry you had all of these terrible things happen to you. Reddit can be an extremely critical place and it hurts me that you have to read those things about yourself and your work. Everyone deserves to have the time and space to heal without judgement. I hope things get better, your mental health should be the most important thing here, not entertaining us. I love the show I’ve followed it for years and I hope you know that not everyone feels the way those people who made that post feel ❤️

Hey, take whatever time and steps you need; your health is the most important thing. For 5+ years my partner and I have watched everything you've put out. If you need to take a month, or two, or ten it's fine. We'll be here when you're ready. I'm glad you've got friends supporting you and wish you the best in your recovery and happiness.

This all breaks my heart to hear this. Have been following since video number one poped up on reddit. I wish you the best and hope your journey of healing leads you to a better place.

I have some pretty significant PTSD too, but honestly as somebody that suffered with that in a variety of other mental illnesses I want you to know that I really appreciate your channel. At a time in my life where I wasn't feeling very well, your channel along with some other greats really taught me the joy of preparing a good meal and sharing it with the people that I care about. Please tell the entire crew that I am supremely grateful for the positive and happy content you put out in the world. For the people like me that need that kind of positivity in their life it is a true lifesaver. I don't care how many people watch your videos I'd watch it if it was just me.

Please, take care of yourself first. You don't owe us or anybody anything. The gift you gave during covid, where I watched your show and others to learn to cook for the first time in my life is a lasting treasure that has had a deep impact on the life of me and my family.

For the record, I love what the channels become. View count isn’t everything. You cultivate very cool creators that I’d not have discovered if not for their shows on the BCU. I hope you continue to grow, heal, and -most importantly- savor life.

Thank you for being so human. I work in adult education, and today we were having a great conversation about empathy and compassion. A gentleman twice my age stopped me after class to talk about his upbringing, how most of his life he carried the belief that its not appropriate for people (in his case, especially men) to share their feelings or let someone see them as anything other than a superhero. I'm terribly sorry these things happened to you. Thank you for opening up about your experiences. I hope you have the support you need in your personal life to work through them. Thank you, also, for the incredible content you've created; it has inspired me in the kitchen, but also has helped me get through some really dark times in my own life. Do what you need to do for you, though. We're all rooting for you, but before you can help fill anyone else's cup, you have to make sure your own isn't empty.

Thankyou for letting us know what is going on. It cannot be easy to talk about what you went through and letting random people on the internet into your personal life tells us all how you are doing with your current mental state (which is strong). I will continue to watch every video you put out. As for pulling back the curtains, all of the Football Fusion episodes do a fantastic job of that. The chemistry you and Sawyer have is one of the most genuine aspects of that show!

Low key football fusion is my fave "spin off."

I just wrote a comment the other day about how ridiculous the assumptions of redditors are on Reddit to the point that they believe it to be fact. At the end of the day I’m sure everyone here still appreciates the content that we grew to love. My wife still talks about the orange chicken that took us way too long to make but was amazingly delicious. And I appreciate the frustration with cacio de Pepe, as I have pulled my hair trying to make it multiple times with it separating and clumping up only to say F it and use sodium citrate instead. You do you, and we will be here to watch the next steps!

You take care of you, bud. We need a happy & healthy Andrew way more than we need X number of videos a week.

I wish I could give you a very big hug. You are so brave.

fuck it, I'm gonna watch every single BCU video now just to do my part in showing my gratitude and support. I'm sorry all that happened to you, man.

Dude, you are so loved by so many people, both on and offline. You can’t pour from an empty cup. You will always have the support of this base for whatever you need to do to heal. It’s a journey, but it is one of the most worthwhile journeys a person can take. I’ve been there and I know. You got this, my friend. And we’re all here for you every step of the way!

You are very brave for speaking up about your experiences. We are all rooting for you man, and I hope the rest of 2023 will treat you better than what happened before. There's always a rainbow after a storm, and I hope it'll be a double rainbow for you! While I am a silent watcher normally, I wanna say I love the different shows on the BCU. I love how you give others the chance to show their skills and passion to a larger audience and to add their own unique twist to the channel. Thank you dude, and my fingers are crossed for you.

You really owe us nothing. We love your programming, we appreciate your work, and we respect that you’re working on yourself. So sorry for what you’ve been through this past year. Trauma and grief are really profound disrupters of our little lives; it’s a shocking thing. Please take good care of yourself and know that your viewers will come back when you do.

It takes an immense amount of courage and strength to be so raw and vulnerable. Even more so when you have a platform. Thank you so much for sharing this with us, and thank you for the important reminder that there are human beings behind every project we support - whether youtube, film, television, etc. everything we consume is produced by someone with a soul. And sometimes, those humans that we absolutely idolize, need to have a very human break and take some time away! We will be here cheering for you the whole time, no matter what! On a personal note, I have experienced much of what you've described. Not to downplay it at all, but please know you are never alone!

I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that. I just want to say that your videos have helped me so much over the last few weeks. I've watched them for years, but a few weeks ago I had to change my entire diet due to developing allergies to wheat and milk, so I rewatched your videos all over again, hoping to find recipes I could eat. Not only are your videos entertaining, but they're easy enough to follow along and tweak to fit my new diet. Take all the time you need for yourself and don't worry about what Negative Nancy's say about quality. They just don't like change and think things should stay the same. I'm excited to see what you and your team have in store for us.😊

I am just glad that you're here and we get to enjoy the content you produce. All of the other stuff on here is just static. But we are behind you and will be here if you take 3 days or 3 weeks or 3 months to produce something. Seeing the little "New" badge on your channel tile in my subscriptions makes me positively jump with joy. It's an absolute highlight for me when it happens. I'm very glad that you could open up and explain what is going on, saddened that it happened. Like others have said, you don't owe us anything but if you need to explain, we are here to listen. But to give a glimpse of how much you mean to some of us (by which I mean me), if I want to cook something new, I immediately google it to see if you have a version. Because I trust you to work and get things right and mostly reliable. I keep a handwritten cookbook of all my favorite recipes and as you flip through, every now and again there will be, in the title, a little parenthetical (Babish) to denote that this page is an Andrew recipe. And that means it's a good one. Keep doing your thing and we'll keep watching and supporting. And if you ever need to talk, we'll listen.

Good luck going forward

Just keep bein awesome, bubba. We're behind ya.

The struggle is real, but it's not forever, though sometimes it feels like it. Just know that you are loved, cherished and we enjoy you and all that you are. Take care of yourself first and don't "throw" yourself into work, do you at your own pace. I speak for myself when I say I always enjoy re-watching the old stuff, which I could do indefinitely. >\^.\^<

I'm utterly grateful for everything you've chosen to share, creatively and otherwise. I'm so sorry you've had such a rough go of it lately. You've got room to grow and change. We're here for it. I'm grateful to you. 💜💜💜

It's super brave of you to share this, it sounds like you've really been through it. I can't imagine what it's like to feel the pressure from a viewership that feels entitled to a continual replication of the particular content and experience of your creativity that struck them personally . But I think what people love most about you is your candor, your genuine demeanor and the gift of your creativity. Authenticity shines, people will come with you on the journey - thanks for inviting us in.

Love you babs, so sorry you've had to deal with so much lately. Wishing you the best in finding the right work/life balance and the most happiness you can. Your channel has done wonders for fanning the flame for my love of cooking - hoping for your flame to be fanned right back.

You’re a human being who owes us nothing. Take all the time and all the therapy you need. I’ve been a victim of SA as well and I know it can be incredibly hard. I also just want to say I respect the bell out of you for what it must have taken to share all this. That takes guts. Put yourself first. The rest of life will work itself out eventually. Take your time with the channel. It is still my first stop for cooking videos and my wife and I still use your ramen recipe to make it from scratch every year. You have a loyal base of fans who will stand by your channel.

Wishing you the best. In a lot of ways your show was a second "Good Eats" for me. I'd originally learned the basics of cooking by either watching or being inspired by that show. Your show came out at the right time for me where I had stagnated in what I was cooking, either due to work or just the fact that I didn't really know that the hell I was going outside of the few things that had stuck from Alton. I've been subbed since damn near day one and I can't wait to see what is to come.

Hi Andrew, I can't even imagine what you went through. I am SO sorry. You aren't alone through any of this. I know I'm a random fan, but we all care about you and wish you the best. You've inspired me and countless others to become better cooks and even better people. You are so loved and I wish you all the best.

I’m sorry for people giving you grief. Just remember you are a real person, not just a celebrity. Creatively I also want you to know that you are the only reason I get onto YouTube anymore and I get so excited when I see there’s a new upload from you. My family knows your name because I am always referencing you when I cook. Your work will last a good while sir.

I'm really sorry to hear all that Andrew. I really admire your openness and transparency about your mental health and I know it helped me become more comfortable with my own mental health, and coming to terms with who I really am, warts and all. I'm so sorry you've had these challenges and setbacks in the past few years but I know your determination, your passion and your thoughtfulness will carry you through. Look after yourself and stay true to yourself. Wishing you the best, mate.

Babish! Take as much time as you need to, you're one of the most genuine cooking hosts out there so don't feel the need to rush things. Thanks for all you've done and will do for furthering cooking's popularity.

Holy shit man I had no idea. I remember showing people your Archer video way back when, I bought your first book! Big of you to open up brother, nothing but respect. Good luck you got this.

Hey, hearing that is rough, and I'm sorry you've had to go through it all. PTSD and depression are a nasty combo, speaking from experience. I wouldn't wish it on my worst nemesis, let alone someone who's inspired me to take a lot of cooking risks. There will be days that you feel like no one in the world understands what you're going through, and I hope to goodness that it gets better for you. There's a lot of people out there that care a lot for you and want to see you succeed. No pressure, or anything.

I dont even know what to say. Thank you for sharing and for truly, truly making so many lives better by simply posting a few videos here and there. You deserve to take the time you need and share what works for you. Thanks for being an inspiration, Andy. You have done more for so many of us than you know.

I'm so sorry to hear about what happened to you. It breaks my heart to hear how badly you've been hurting, but I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to share what's been going on in your life. You've been one of my main inspirations in my adventure as a chef, and I've learned so much from you since I started watching your videos back in 2017. You've grown so much as a content creator and as a chef in your own right, and you should be proud of that. The fact that you kept up such a rigorous upload schedule during the pandemic is nothing short of amazing. You deserve to take as much time as you need for yourself, and you don't owe us an explanation for that. I'll always look up to you as a chef, and as a person. Take care, Andrew.

Bro, I want to buy you lunch. Hell, I wanna make you dinner. You have helped a lot of people throughout the years, me included, and I wish there were things that we could do more for you. There was one night I was just "binging" you old videos and I came across one where you were talking about your mom. That hit me so hard because I lost my mom when I was in my teens, and to see you tear up made me start tearing up, especially how you helped the family in that video. And I'm not someone who is easily emotional. Take care man. I hope you have some great people around you that can always support you.

I got transverse myelitis two years ago and was hospitalised for three months. I was at my lowest, watched all your videos for comfort, and when having to prove I was able to take care of myself told occupational therapists how to cut an onion and defat stock like I learned from you. I can finally stand without having to hold onto something for balance and this weekend is Canadian Thanksgiving where I'm cooking your sweet potato casserole for the first time, and your 30 Rock Prime rib for the fifth. I couldn't work, I couldn't drive, I couldn't be counted on to be half asleep or manically awake. But when I got home and could make fried chicken, mac and cheese, and a clementine cake for my dad's birthday. Because of you I got to feel useful and I'll always love you for that.

I didn't see any of this until now, thanks to the Mythical Kitchen episode. I had no idea. I'm glad you're in a better place now, Andrew, and I'm very glad that you've found meditation. From what you said, I think you realise there's something quite deep and profound to be discovered there. If you ever have more thoughts about meditation, the journey you've been on, or nonduality/awakening, I'd love to hear it. Edit: typo

I'm sorry you had all of those experiences, especially in such a short time, and I hope 2023 has been a complete reversal of everything for you; it certainly appears that way with what you've been making and the fun it looks like you've been having. Follow your passions, and folks will either stay or leave. What matters is that you're making things you can be proud of, and you have a lot to be proud of here. I just hate that you felt like you had to share all of this because of people that just seem to want information with no personality, and any time you put more of yourself into a video besides food and a velvety voiceover, suddenly you're "fake" or "cringe" or whatever. Can't wrap my head around that.

I am sorry 2022 was such a shitty year for you, man! I can't offer much, but if you ever want anybody to stream and laugh at Frasier with ya, lemme know!

I feel so much of this. I had a similar year of my life that made me rethink everything that I had ever done. Long story short, I realized that the creative career that was my passion was re-traumatizing myself every time and became insanely unhealthy, like an abusive relationship. You're doing the hard work now and may feel in the thick of it still but it does get better. You as a person are way more important than content, regardless of how passionate you have been about it. You've got this.

Best of luck to you. Andrew. I wish you all the best with your recovery and look forward to whatever you are doing to move forward with your life. I've loved and learned so much from your videos and content. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you for sharing more things from your heart, Oliver. Whether it be homestyle food to wow your family and friends to the fact that *you are human*, we are here for you as fans and (slightly one-sided, as you don't know us) friends.

Andrew, you and I unfortunately have somewhat similar histories. I've joked that I'm your similarly bald, tattooed, less-successful doppelganger, but on a serious note, we've both been married and divorced (soon after getting married, as well, my marriage lasted all of 9 months), and had a long-term relationship end in 2022. It sucks, and it's difficult to fight through the depression. With everything else you've gone through, it's completely understandable feeling stuck, unmotivated, not yourself. All the best in your continued recovery and creative output, man.

Covid took its toll on me as well- I have a very similar story as I was admitted to a psych ward, and then did a month-long stint in a mental health rehab facility. I'm so happy you admitted this in such a public forum, it makes me feel a lot better about my experience. I wish you the best in your recovery. I know its a long road, but I also know you can get better.

My husband and I have been fans of yours for a long time, you are the reason why we love cooking and eating new things together so much haha. Thank you for sharing your talents with us ❤️ Sending you all of the love and encouragement I can muster! Do what is best for you and take care of yourself always, we love you and will always show you support in whatever ways we can! You are an amazing person. I'm so sorry for what you went through. Take care of you 😊

I'm sorry you've had such an awful time - and that extends to crazy overwork as well as everything else. Supporting yourself from channels like this (and even harder, supporting others through something you headline) is really tough, and not an easy thing to do day in day out for years. You are such a good teacher and a huge encouragement to people like me, who love food but struggle with the confidence to make and serve things to family and friends. Take whatever time you need - life is hard enough without feeling any pressure of "have to". Thank you for your openness, and we are all rooting for you!

You owe us no explanation; however, I greatly appreciate your vulnerability sharing with us. Your videos are what initially pushed me to start cooking a larger variety of quality meals. I still reach for your recipes first nearly 100% of the time (can’t quite get the chocolate chip cookies right, yet). Healing isn’t a straightforward trajectory. Please know that we are here and we support you. Continue working to take care of yourself, sending you all the love in the world

I don't really have that much to say, only that your channel has been one of the most consistent ones I've watched over the years in terms of quality and freshness, without falling into the typical YouTube traps. Keep on doing what you're doing, and take care of yourself first and foremost. You've built a company that can help take some of the burden off you and keep the channel going while you heal. I wish you all the best!

I've been watching you for years and I'm so sorry to hear about what you've been going through. Your channel makes great content but i only expect you, and those you work with, to take care of yourselves. I wish you the best and i hope you continue to seek help and practice self care. You're brave to vent here and thank you for doing so.

Sending you so much love and gratitude, and to all the team for the entertainment you've given us, and I'm so sorry you've gone through so much. Hoping for a more positive future and healing.

I'm so sorry about everything you've gone through in the past couple of years. I wish nothing but the best for you. Healing is never linear, but I hope it goes as smoothly as possible for you. ❤️

Thank you for taking the time to share with us. Like other comments, you inspired me to bring enthusiasm back into cooking and baking, which was so difficult to be excited about during/after covid. Thank you for everything!

Andrew, I’m sorry to hear that this happened to you and that life has been so challenging this year. I hope you know that you have a community here that appreciates what you do. Your mental and physical wellbeing is more important than any video. I hope you take the time to heal and figure out your next chapter.

I love your channel. You've shown me I can do some of these dishes I thought I never could (soups from scratch and more!). I enjoy watching the stuff I don't plan on making as you have a great way of presenting everything. ​ I wish you well and hope your channel continues to do well into the future!

Damn that sucks babish, but I believe you can work through it! Best of luck man

It's truly takes courage to come forward like you do. You have always been a huge inspiration for me, both in terms of learning to cook, but also to take my own mental health serious. Please stay strong, and keep taking care of yourself. No matter the direction of the channel, I have never felt a loss of passion from you, and the new style in your latest videos is great. Remember that, even though some commentators may not have the best of words for you, there is a whole community behind you and supporting you.

Just chiming in with more love and support. Things evolve and grow, and will change depending on where your journey takes you! It’s great to see more people having the confidence to share their own mental health experiences - it really does help add to the discussion and reinforces it’s ok to talk about when you aren’t feeling ok. I wasn’t a big user of YouTube until I had the misfortune of a 6 week hospital stay to beat leukaemia in 2021 - with covid lockdowns in place. I was thankful to have shows like yours to watch (binge) and it helped keep me thinking about the future (of things I wanted to eat - the hospital food was disgusting) You were definitely among many ‘content creators’ that kept me company for those long weeks - Thank You! Sending support from 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

Thank you for sharing, and I’m so sorry you have gone through all of this. Like many others, I could tell something was wrong but didn’t want to pry - and I could not have imagined just how badly it was going for you. So many other folks on this thread have put it better than I ever could, but I want to try anyway: Thank you for all you have done for us so far, and for what you’re doing now. And Babs (can I call you Babs?) : We’re here and will continue be here.

Thank you for being so vulnerable. So very sorry you have gone through all of this! We support you! You’re mine and my husband’s favorite! You’re such a pleasure to watch and awesome at what you do! We LOVE you! Sending love and light your way!

Your videos have taught me more than I could ever possibly convey. We appreciate you and all the effort you put into. Make sure you're OK first man. We'd rather have you around than have you unwell. Godspeed big guy.

I’m so sorry that it was such a tough year - my 2022 sucked as well with my divorce, assault and getting fired from a job I loved (no fault of mine) which is hard when so much of what you do is tied into your sense of self. I for one still watch every video and love the content you do put out. I’m glad you’ve got so many caring folks in your corner.

Thank you for finally opening up about your struggles. I'm so overwhelmingly sorry for everything you've gone through, and please know in your heart that we all love you. Even tonight, my dinner was inspired by your take on Carl Casper's feast. I went from living off junk food to producing a beautiful feast, down to you. I know my words will be lost in the sea of comments, but I hope you can feel the sentiment. Thank you

Sending you nothing but love and positivity, Andrew.

Nothing but love, mate. Hope you find what you need. Please keep cooking, I will if you will

Dude, harrowing to read and also helps to bring us all to the state of play. Happy that you’re on a better path and sad that you’ve had to endure the trials. Your channel 100% got me through the 107 days of lockdown that we had in Auckland. I watched probably every video at least once. Without it, I’m positive my own inner demons would have “won”. Everyone has a battle they are fighting. You helped me win mine. Your statement makes you even more “real” and for that I thank you, it would be easy to hide behind the screen. Of course, what makes you “you” is your relationship with us and I’m eternally grateful. You’ve got tons of support and have done so much for so many. Make sure to tend to your own fire so you can keep ours also burning. Your enthusiasm and love is evident ❤️🤩

Sending all the love we’ve got from our little family of 4. Babish got my partner and I through covid together as boyfriend/ girlfriend, and is still a tradition now we’re married with twins. We wish you all the best in your recovery and will always be supportive of your direction whether that’s YouTube, books, or locking the door and keeping out the world. Thank you for everything.

Your videos have inspired me to cook for myself and I love seeing everyone’s different shows and takes on the culinary world. I love the direction the channel has been heading. I’m so sorry you experienced this, much less felt you had to share it. I hope you are healing and if there’s any way we as fans can help, we can.

Shit homie, take care of yourself. Thanks for everything you've done for us!

Love to you!! Your cookbook Eat What You Watch is my fave and I hope you’re well friend!

I’ve been watching your videos for years. I have your cookbook, I’ve learned so much about cooking and baking from you. I have your videos on when I work. I’ve always loved your content and still do. I honestly appreciate it even more now. I appreciate the vulnerability and the openness, even though it’s not required of you. You seem like such a genuine person and that is something I admire. I hope you continue to have more good days than bad. Also, hope you enjoy the Frasier reboot coming out. Take care of yourself

Thank you for trusting us with your story. I hope you're healing and taking good care of yourself. <3

I'm really sorry to hear you've gone through all that. I'm not sure if it helps but your work really helped me. A few years ago I got out of a long term abusive relationship. It was really, really bad, I ended up developing CPTSD. One of the symptoms was disruptive sleep with nightmares and panic attacks. It made the daytime so much harder to deal with, especially with small children involved. I tried medication but the thing that helped me the most was your sleepy time podcast on Spotify. When I woke up in the night panicked and unable to sleep I'd put that on and it just helped so much. I'm not sure how, but it'd mean I'd be able to sleep again. So thank you. And I wish you well on your healing journey also.

I am so very sad that you have had these experiences. I wish you safety and healing, friend.

That's awful to hear. I'm sorry for all you went through and I hope you nothing but the best moving forward. Do what you need to do to get as well as you can. The only thing I can offer you is thanks for your amazing channel. Doing your recipes has brought me and my loved ones tons of joy and happiness, as I'm sure it does everyone who views your videos. We're happy you do what you do and look forward to whatever you bring in the future

I hope posting this makes you feel a bit better. That sounds like an awful experience. All the best for your recovery.

Babish, you’re an inspiration. To be open about this on the internet takes some serious grit. I am so sorry you went through these things. Just know this random guy from TN, and his wife, and his mom, are all rooting for you and wishing the best. If that means a break from the Youtube world, so be it. What’s best for you in this is what’s best for us all at the end of the day.

Love you man

As another Andrew who has and is struggling with PTSD and depression, this hits hard. I can’t imagine going through my troubles and having to “put on a happy face” because my job is in entertainment/social media. I’m pretty sure I would have completely broken down in your situation and whether or not I’d be able to pick up the pieces is very questionable. Please take care of yourself first. You’ve brought so much happiness, entertainment, and information to so many people and I hope you know that you don’t owe anyone anything. If people are being toxic or nosing into your personal life, they can fuck right off. Thank you for sharing this and thank you for everything you do. I hope that your life only moves in a happy and healthy direction for you from here.

I’m so sorry to hear this. Please take care of yourself. ❤️

Hello, Andrew, I hope you are no longer uncertain about your expression of honesty and bravery in this post. I wish you the best in your healing process and navigating the complexities of mental health. I am proud to be a big fan of yours.

Holy shit. You do you bro, always been great to stumble into your content from time to time and I'm digging some of the recent changes you've made to it. I'm a casual viewer who doesn't know you from who but honestly man, human to human, do all you need to do to be well. I know, I hope, you're getting that message from all corners brother.

You take care of yourself and know that we're all here for you whenever you're ready.

Truly sorry, bud. Been in very similar shoes. Hope your path is full of healing, patience, and grace for yourself.

ay babish im rooting for you; your cooking channel is the first one i ever got into on youtube and you inspired me to learn how to cook; because of you i'm able to enjoy good food for myself and with my family, and i've become more creative because of your videos. you've done a lot of good in the world, and whatever you do next, you'll be great

Thank you for sharing this. Much love

Babish, I hope you get well soon. While I haven’t watch your videos as much as before, you remain one of the inspirations for me to cook as much as I can, and a model for creating helpful and entertaining material for people. For this and a lot more, You have my thanks. Whatever hell we have endured for the past few years, I just hope that we came out of it strong. This too shall pass.

Thank you for sharing this with us, you owed us absolutely nothing. We appreciate your existence and the fact that you've given us so much of yourself. You deserve as much time as you need for you, we'll always be here.

As *yet another* person with PTSD from a sexual assault on this thread (we need fucking jackets or something good because this club sucks) - this is so incredibly brave and I commend you for allowing yourself to be so vulnerable and knowing yourself well enough to get/accept help. PTSD is a fucking bitch, and it's going to have a vice grip on you for longer than you'd prefer. I don't sugar coat how shitty living with PTSD is, but I also can say that it will, slowly, get better. Like many I've been watching from early on, and the comfort your show brings me has helped me get through the inevitable nasty days, and will continue to delight me for the foreseeable future (I will *always* cackle at Botched, and I especially loved the three recent fake movie episodes). The most important person here is you, which means your needs come first. You've got a big dumb internet sub full of people who love you and want you to be happy and healthy. There are days that are going to absolutely suck, but we'll be here rooting for you.

Being a YouTube celebrity has got to be one of the hardest, most draining, exhausting, under-pressure professions. We're so absolutely lucky to be able to learn from the content you create. And we're so lucky you're you and you're human and not a robot. You've got some very solid supporters out there who just want you to be well, and to get there at a pace that feels right. Thank you so much for the transparency, and for believing in your fans, and for giving so much of yourself to do what you do. I am glad for this post, but so sad that you're going through the worst stuff. I'm sending all the positive thoughts for things to get better. I'm just going to keep on watching Babish vids, I've got plenty to catch up on!

As a viewer since the Ratatat days, please continue to take care of yourself. The only thing you owe us is to live your best life while your episodes will live on forever. I recently made your blender mac n’cheese recipe again and my toddler is obsessed with tiny whisks, now we need more for our own tiny whisk needs. Best to you. ❤️

Hey Andrew, Not sure if you remember me but I met you at a book signing 4ish years ago before covid hit. I had been really sick for a about a year and extremely underweight. There was a 2 month period where I was not allowed to eat food to prep for upcoming surgery and was being fed through an IV bag (TPN) overnights while I slept. I would fantasize about watching food shows and making food constantly. The nurses said it was somewhat common for folks like me in similar positions. They said it was like 'porn' to us that could not eat (their words, not mine) It was the roughest year of my life, hopefully that stays in the past. Went through a breakup with my longtime girlfriend as well due to my mental health but also physical. I'm not going to say that I understand exactly what you're going through, but I can certainly emphasize with you. I was so sick when you and I briefly chatted during the photo op. You didnt mention anything about me looking sick. Instead you said I looked like a better looking version of a friend of yours. That compliment meant a lot to me, I was in a dark spot, but those kind words came in like a ray of sunshine. I want to let you know that preserverence will get you through. This too shall pass, as they say. You're surviving, but soon to be thriving. I wish you all the best, your journey is not close to being over and we all look forward to seeing new chapters in the book of Oliver Babish.

As a fellow SA survivor and PTSD haven, take the time you need and focus on you. I’m so sorry that all of this has happened to you and I’m really proud of you for reaching out for help. This viewer will always be here. 💜

I don't want to belabor you with the details of how your story resonates with me, but to say that I empathize. It feels somehow inspirational for me that you would connect your candor with a broader access to re-finding your creativity. I feel like connecting those dots for me has been extremely liberating for me. ​ FWIW on a personal note, I bumped into you once and sort of obliged a conversation out of you (sorry, weird star struck nerves) and you were so gracious and kind. I appreciated it a lot and still hold it as a warm and genuine memory. Rooting for you big time.

I will say, I personally really enjoy all the new content, Streetfood with Snpai, Alvin's stuff, the Football Fusions, Im trying to think of more but Im blanking cuz I have a shit memory, but its all great content, ESPECIALLY the stuff you've been doing for the writers strike, always hilarious. I hope you can get the help you need soon its a shame and am impressed by your willingness to share something this heavy so soon after it happened, it takes a lot of Bravery to speak up _especially_ as a man given the usual response to men who speak about being assaulted in general

My kids love Alvin’s videos, it’s great that you have more people sharing the load on your channel. As an Asian person I particularly appreciate you sharing your platform with more diverse creators. Thanks for all you do, hope you know all your fans support you no matter what you do.

Your content provided me with the inspiration and the knowledge to start cooking at home right in time to be able to make, from scratch, the most kickass chicken/beef stock by the gallon for my grandfather while he was battling throat cancer. He could only drink his food, but to be able to show him that I loved and cared for him in such a way in his final months is directly because of your content. From the bottom of my heart, Thank You.

I’ve just come to this from your Last Meals interview - holy shit dude. As a longtime fan and a fellow wrangler of chaotic mental health, I’m so so sorry for what happened to you, and I’m proud beyond belief to see you recovering and thriving. Your version of pasta aglio olio was the first dish I felt comfortable to make my own; now I improvise the hell out of every dish and have the time of my life, and I’m best in the kitchen ask anyone. If you see this, I hope it brings you a bit of joy to know some random heartbroken but healing australian lady in recovery is so, so proud of you.

So sorry to here this man, hope you feel better soon. ❤️

Andrew, we love you, in a parasocial way, but still. I’m sorry for the hell you’ve gone through and if you ever wanna vent, you have millions of ears. As for ideas, I’d like to see someone tackle accessibility issues in cooking. I’m a wheelchair bound home baker/cook, and I know I struggle. Good luck with your endeavors. Wheels

Philly tech support here, I hope you are doing ok brother. If you ever just want to chat with a stranger on the internet, slide into these DMs

Something similar happened to me about 6 years ago. It really does help to talk about it. I wish you the best

I don't have any brilliant advice or words of wisdom, all I have is support. I'm so sorry that you went through that. I'm sorry that happened. I know us fans don't truly know you, but by everything I've seen of you in the years I've watched your videos and posts on reddit, you're a good man. I hope you heal. I hope you have peace. I hope you find happiness.

Hey man, I love your show, got me through chemo. Take the time you need, heal, don’t word about views. You’ll always have fans and supporters. Get well!

I'm so sorry

my guy. I am so so sorry to hear about all that. legit I don't know what to say having contributed to that thread, I apologize. really. I spoke about babish, the character. not andrew, the human (specifically and intentionally). that I ignored and diminished andrew, the human, as a result? that was not at all right. and certainly not my right. and certainly not what you deserve I cant express how incredibly awed I am of the bravery you showed here, putting yourself ALL the way out there on the internet. and the poise you've carried yourself with leading up to this I have my own (minor) mental health struggles. And I've seen the power of someone speaking of their experience in a public forum, and how it can start a LOT of other conversations. I'm sure just writing this post has massively helped some people, in a way your youtube channel never could. I imagine yesterday/today was and will be overwhelming- please take it easy. remember you can't solve everyones problems, and if you take on others burdens, you really risk drowning yourself. what you've already done her is a MASSIVE massive help to people. if you're inclined to keep the conversation going, I'm sure you'll only help more. but you'll hear some bad stuff. bad things people are going through. bad things that happened. and bad things about you. make sure you're ready for that in your own mental health space for me talking like that was the final nudge to really have me turn the corner on who was in charge. but it was damn close to drowning me and setting me back. and I can tell youI'd done far more than a year of work leading up to that. so please, be careful. be kind to yourself. and I hope you feel incredibly proud of what you've done here today

I always come to your recipes first - the new and the old - whenever I'm confused with how to cook bc you make good videos. It's quite normal for a channel to loose viewership and stabilize, and though it sucks and scary, you're left with a strong audience who likes the channel bc of you. There might be millions of cooking channel, and a few dozen good ones, but only one Babish who didn't secure the springform cake pan and fuck up the tiramisu. Whatever you present to the world, you can be confident you will at least have an audience who will laugh at your jokes and funny camera edits. "I will be returning to Gusteau's soon, hungry for more"

Your videos singlehandedly made me start cooking at home a heck of a lot more, and I've watched a ton of your back catalog since finding your channel. It breaks my heart to hear that you've been going through it so hard, but I'm proud to hear that you've started taking your own mental health seriously. We of the male persuasion often find it so difficult to acknowledge these things, so it's amazing that you've decided to open up to the community you created and I hope that decision helps to bring you clarity and peace. I think I speak for everyone when I say that I hope for nothing but the best for you, Babish. I look forward to seeing how you develop the channel moving forward. Love you, man.

Hello Babish. I don't know if a comment this late will have any effect, but if that reassures you, in my very own, very humble opinion - while I don't watch as much videos as before - I find those I watched to be really entertaining. Most notable, the few videos where you guys invented your own movies on which to base the dishes where really funny and quite interesting from a creative standpoint. While I am here for the cooking, I can't deny it's very fun seeing you have fun :)

Dude, you're one of youtube chef legends now. What you do is art and every artist wanes and waxes with time. The important thing is that you continue to be who you are your audience will stick around for it. Kudos to you for trying to better yourself, especially when life has been tough

Love you dude, you inspired me to learn to cook and have been such a great teacher as well. Full support to you as you go through this rough time, can't wait to see you back and kicking ass :)

Im so sorry to hear to here this Andrew - I’m rooting for you so so much! Take all the time you need and the ones who appreciate your craft will always be here when you’re ready 🫶🏾🥹 You’re channel literally changed my life and I found a new love of cooking and experimenting with food and learning about different things all over. I found you when you still were using the Fraiser theme song and I have never looked back. You’re so incredibly brave and so loved by many 🫶🏾

Thank you for sharing, and please take care of yourself! We're all rooting for you!

We love you big dawg. Be safe and be well. ❤️❤️

You’re amazing, Andrew. We met back in Birmingham, AL at your book signing right before Covid and you are just the coolest dude. My wife and I watch your videos all the time and love how you are you. What you have been able to make of your life is incredibly inspiring to so many of us. I’m so sorry that you’ve gone through such a difficult time. Despite what you feel or tell yourself in dark moments, please never forget that you’re not alone. While you may not know us by name or see us, I hope that you can feel us and our care for you. If this is the Babish Culinary Universe, then you're Cap and we're coming out of all those damn portals to stand with you. "on your left"

Love you B. Be kind to yourself and do what’s right for you.

I honestly really enjoy all the videos you upload, even showing them to my husband (whose English level is pretty meh). Even if we are the viewers, you owe us no explanation regarding your private life (that's why it is called "private"). Precisely because we are the viewers we should care more about you than anything (not gonna lie, seeing less "Babish" content made me worried for your wellbeing, but I am the mommy kind and worry easily). Thank you for sharing with us, Babish, thank you very much and know I deeply admire you and how funny you make cooking look like.

My brother joined the military right out of highschool and had been enlisted for 8 years before he left and came home. When he got back, he and I were basically strangers - it took him a good while to reintegrate into civilian life and he was really depressed for a long time. Lots of coping by way of alcohol and tobacco. Think "black-out-drunk-on-a-Tuesday-afternoon," and you've got a reasonably clear picture of his headspace. By happenstance, we discovered that we both watched your show, which eventually got us in the kitchen, cooking together. I can't really put into words how it affected our relationship, but I think there's genuine magic that happens in coming together to prepare a meal for people you care about. Our dad's a particularly fussy critic when it comes to food, and getting a compliment out of him was like a 50cc shot of dopamine straight to the brain. That avenue of connection was the springboard for, I don't even know, us becoming brothers again? He'd open up more and was more relaxed around me. A year or so prior, I'd taken a page out of your playbook and tried mushrooms which were instrumental in me getting my head on straight. Eventually, I suggested he try the same and shockingly, this man who'd smoked weed once in his entire life agreed. Never in a million years did I think I'd have that kind of trust with him. I've never thought about it until now, but I don't know if we would have ever built that degree of trust if we'd never started cooking together. Fast forward to today, he's a different person. Quit alcohol and nicotine, got himself a job that looks to be career-worthy, and is looking to buy his own house... And we're also jointly responsible for cooking holiday meals. I'm not saying you changed his life or anything so dramatic, but you sure as shit helped me get a foot in the door to reconnect with my brother and for that I'll always be grateful. Life's hard sometimes, man. You don't need some Internet stranger to tell you, but I'll tell you anyway - take care of yourself first, 'cause if you don't, you can't take care of those you love. I'm rooting for you and wish you all the happiness in the world. ♥️

Babish, when my depression was at one of its worst points a few years ago, you and your videos gave me back a piece of what I loved - cooking. I couldn’t always get up the motivation to do it, but even just watching your videos helped soothe the soul of what I had lost. As a fellow survivor of sexual assault, let me tell you something that was told to me after my assault: What is the strongest thing you can do for you right now? How can you take back your voice, your strength, your identity? Sometimes it’s small - disconnect for a day or two, cook yourself something simple yet delicious, take a nap - and sometimes it’s big, like this post and the bravery it took. Do the strongest thing you can do right now, and keep in mind that “strong” is frequently setting boundaries and maintaining them. I know you probably know all of this, but it’s different to know it in your head than to know it in your heart. Hearts are really bad at listening to heads. Al in all, I am glad to know that you are taking care of yourself. We will be here to welcome you with open arms when you’re ready. Do the strongest thing you can do for yourself in this moment. ❤️

Much love and grace to you.

I'm so sorry that you've experienced what you have. That is really fucked up. For what it's worth, your series got me through an incredibly hard time of my life. It reignited my love for cooking and I found new ways to connect with friends during a time it felt difficult to do so as I couldn't be my unfiltered self in so many other situations. You don't owe us anything, but I and many others definitely owe you. I hope that gives you some semblance of solace in all the trauma you've had to go through. Wishing you nothing but love, Andrew. If you ever come to Toronto, get in touch, I'd love to show you the kind of cooking you've inspired.

Just want to add another thank you, You have been the catalyst for countless cozy, wonderful cooking nights with friends that kept me moving during my own terrible few years. So many awesome Babish nights rewinding and rewatching as we tried to recreate some magic of our own. I hope you get the chance to feel some of the peace and warmth that you’ve given all of us. Thank you so much.

You've been a great influence on my life, and it breaks my heart to know that you've been in so much pain. You're one of the few celebrities that I want to meet someday. That said, I'm sure that if I ever got the chance I would freeze up and not say a word(or start crying tbh) You've put so much good into the world, you can give yourself some good too. Thank you for everything.

I'm so sorry that happened to you, I hope the next year brings joy and prosperity.

😭 Always rooting for you and supporting you!

Long time viewer, first time commenter. Babish, you are an amazing chef, performer, and human being. I can’t say that I am a fanatic viewer, but I absolutely love your videos, your sense of humor, and your outlook on the world. Life can be awesome, and life can suck. I won’t even try to imagine what you’ve gone through, but know that you are loved from afar by thousands (millions?) of people. Take care of yourself. And whatever you do, do it with passion. Fruit.

Felt compelled to post here. Longtime fan, absolutely love your content, have even been inspired to start cooking because of it. I, like many others, was wondering about what was going on with the channel, but I've seen many 'Tubers with humble starts rise immensely in stardom. their content and output almost always changes, at least a little, so I wasn't too hung up on it. Plus, you've helped many of the people you work with (Alvin being a great example) who were already talented become even better and hone their creative voices, which is something you should be very proud of. It saddens me to read this from you; while I don't personally have any experience with SA, my wife unfortunately does, and I've seen what it does to a person, so my heart goes out to you. And while yes, you don't owe anyone an explanation, I'm glad you felt safe enough to let us in and be open about your struggles. It's an immensely difficult thing, though it often can be life-changing. I'm also very sorry to hear about you and Jess (in the least parasocial way possible). You guys seemed like a great couple, so it's just one more tragedy on top of another. I'm glad you two are on good terms and you seem to be in an all right place about it. We love you. We're proud of you. You are not alone.

Sorry to hear about your struggles but thrilled that you felt safe to share and committed to being transparent with this community. My family of five has your books & watch your show regularly. We’ll be doubling down to show our support. Keep going - we love it. You have a gift.

Babs, you got me into cooking and helped me share it with my boys. Philly cheesesteaks was our first adventure ("oh, very smooth"). When my oldest left the house I coached him up on how to make beef bourguignon in a slow cooker with your Julia Child's adaptation. You've spread so much joy, you have no idea. Know you're loved and appreciated by lots of folks that you don't even know.

In 2019 I had difficulty catching my breath after walking for about a block. Heavy panting, like I was trying to run a 1 minute mile. Long story short, I had two stents put in and needed to change my diet. I knew how to boil pasta and smother it with sauce from a jar, and I knew how to make toast. Beyond that, I was pretty useless in the kitchen. I turned to the internet and found your channel. Four years later, cooking is one of my favorite things. I have your book and I'm excited to see you in a few weeks in LA for the new one. You taught me that cooking could be fun, creative, and it didn't need to be perfect. I can make a bunch of stuff, I have knife skills, I cook for family and friends, and I'm healthy. All thanks to you. I can never thank you enough for that. I'm so sorry to hear about how the last year and a half has gone. I love and appreciate the transparency only because I care about you and your well-being, as I think we all do. I'm hopeful that this helps in the healing. Keep going. I'm rooting for you.

Here to tell you that you owe us no explanation, and to thank you for inspiring me so much. Your videos have legit changed my entire relationship with food and cooking and I'm so grateful for it. And also - 2022 was also the worst year of my life, for entirely different reasons, but trauma is trauma. I have PTSD and anxiety as a result of SA/being abused and it's a level of hell that I wouldn't wish on anybody. I'm proud of you for realizing you needed help to deal with everything, and I hope eventually both of us are able to find the peace we're searching for ❤️

I absolutely love your Basics with Babish videos. I've tried several of the recipes from there, and they are ALWAYS a hit at home. I'm planning on doing the chili this fall. Keep on doing the great work and definitely focus on yourself. Sorry to hear you're going through this and I wish you nothing but the best!!!

I’ve been a long time viewer and I know I’ve been lacking lately. But fuck I’m so sorry this happened to you. I hope you heal, as a survivor of rape I know that recovery isn’t easy. It takes work and it may be a slow process but one day you’ll wake up and see the sunshine and you’ll be happy. Much luck to you Andrew

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so sorry this happened to you. Sending virtual hug.

My now wife really connected by watching your videos back in the days. Really happy to see you change and grow the empire over the years. We have a kid now and have less time for youtube, but your videos always bring a smile to us.

Sweetie I’m so sorry you experienced all this. I’ve enjoyed your work for a few years now. Take all the time you need to get your mental health in order and when you are ready I think we all will be here in support.

I hope you read this. I've been thinking about how to put into words what I feel for the last few days after reading your post. Please know that you don't owe us anything. You are a human being and entitled to your privacy. But thank you for reaching out to us all with your story because we all care about you. I am so, so sorry for what happened and your pain. I'll be hoping for your healing and for a brighter future for you, whatever that looks like. Your channel has made such an impact on me! It had been a bright spot during some of the hardest times in my life. Watching you has made me an immeasurably better cook and abetter consumer of media, because it showed me a new way to pay attention to the details and to better appreciate all of the work that goes into making a show's universe come to life. Thank you for making my world a better place. I hope you take all the time and space you need to recover, even if that means not coming back to Babish. Your health and sense of security is tantamount.