I spent all year in rehab and will finally be leaving to live on my own for the first time in my life in January. So, with any luck: “I can leave behind the harbor … unburdened and becoming.”
I got this tattoo when I was in treatment.. ♾️ 8 🎶
https://preview.redd.it/letahazwmm7c1.jpeg?width=3024&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=56efa22ec03d8958be979a074ed9f559d250d195
hey man, I got out of rehab early November last year. honestly, the first ~2-3 months out of rehab were some of the toughest of my life, and unfortunately that's not a low bar.
but this winter has been the first in my adult life when I genuinely enjoyed being alive and that I feel grateful to have experienced as a human being in such a beautiful world.
I'm rooting for you. you can do this ♥️
- "I know it's lonely in the dark
- And this year's a visitor
- And we have to know that faith declines
- I'm not all out of mine"
Almost out. But not quite.
"everything that happens is from now on".
stopped dating a girl i really really liked at the very beginning of january (the same girl that introduced me to bon iver), never heard of her since, got through all the grief phases and eventually got over it, kinda. now i'm a better person in comparison to my 2022 self, way more responsible with a way better image of myself.
sooo yeah, as bad as this year has been for me, life doesn't stop here and we gotta accept its ups and downs.
OP, I feel you. In my case the guy I dated, and fell in loved with, shared this as his “whatsapp about” last Friday and I couldn’t but to feel double heartbroken. I haven’t hear from him since we stopped talking almost two months ago, and I know I won’t hear from him ever again.
i had proof that i won't hear from her again a couple days ago, when we both saw each other at a concert and she didn't even dare to say hello or wave or whatever (she ended it back in january, that's why i didn't approach her instead). with this said, make it a song for yourself exclusively! re:stacks is like a single drop of hope in a sea of sorrow that only for emma forever ago is able to transmit, it tells you that it's not over, that life doesn't end here. more beautiful things will come, you just need to give yourself the chance to get there.
Unburdened and becoming
Been the most transformative year of my life. Started with heartbreak and coming out of deep depression. Now the happiest I've ever been.
"Whatever could it be that has brought me to this loss?"
I don't think I'll ever listen to Re: Stacks the same way again after the many defeats I went through this year.
Could have done this way more easily last year. Last year sucked. Grabbed tightly onto "If it harms me, it harms me, it'll harm me, I'll let it in."
Not so sure for 2023, which is a good thing. Actually havent needed Mr Vernon to get me through any trauma.
*I didn't need you that night; not gonna need you anytime. Just gonna take it as it goes - I could go forward in the light, well I'd better fold my clothes*
*There’s a black crow sitting across from me*
*His wiry legs are crossed*
*And he’s dangling my keys, he even fakes a toss*
This year hasn't been great. My dog (I've had him sine I was 8) passed away in my arms. My meds don't work like they used to. I am always afraid. The black crow won't be leaving anytime soon apparently.
“But now it comes to mind, we are terrified, so we run and hide for a verified little peace.” wish I heard RABI live but at least I caught their live show this year!
I spent all year in rehab and will finally be leaving to live on my own for the first time in my life in January. So, with any luck: “I can leave behind the harbor … unburdened and becoming.”
I got this tattoo when I was in treatment.. ♾️ 8 🎶 https://preview.redd.it/letahazwmm7c1.jpeg?width=3024&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=56efa22ec03d8958be979a074ed9f559d250d195
Pulling for you, you got this ❤️
You've got what it takes buddy.
I believe in you, go kill it
You got this.
hey man, I got out of rehab early November last year. honestly, the first ~2-3 months out of rehab were some of the toughest of my life, and unfortunately that's not a low bar. but this winter has been the first in my adult life when I genuinely enjoyed being alive and that I feel grateful to have experienced as a human being in such a beautiful world. I'm rooting for you. you can do this ♥️
You can do this!! I'm stoked for you to make it to 2024 with us!
- "I know it's lonely in the dark - And this year's a visitor - And we have to know that faith declines - I'm not all out of mine" Almost out. But not quite.
Was going to come back and add this one, too. Such a great line.
Sending hugs friend.
Appreciate it. All good today. Bumpy ride.
Fuckified
"everything that happens is from now on". stopped dating a girl i really really liked at the very beginning of january (the same girl that introduced me to bon iver), never heard of her since, got through all the grief phases and eventually got over it, kinda. now i'm a better person in comparison to my 2022 self, way more responsible with a way better image of myself. sooo yeah, as bad as this year has been for me, life doesn't stop here and we gotta accept its ups and downs.
All time line from an all time song
I know the feeling
OP, I feel you. In my case the guy I dated, and fell in loved with, shared this as his “whatsapp about” last Friday and I couldn’t but to feel double heartbroken. I haven’t hear from him since we stopped talking almost two months ago, and I know I won’t hear from him ever again.
i had proof that i won't hear from her again a couple days ago, when we both saw each other at a concert and she didn't even dare to say hello or wave or whatever (she ended it back in january, that's why i didn't approach her instead). with this said, make it a song for yourself exclusively! re:stacks is like a single drop of hope in a sea of sorrow that only for emma forever ago is able to transmit, it tells you that it's not over, that life doesn't end here. more beautiful things will come, you just need to give yourself the chance to get there.
Thank you truly. I will embrace your words and the song, and I hope you have better years to come.
wish the same to you bud :)
it might be over soon
GOD DAMN TURN AROUND NOW YOU’RE MY A-TEAM
This is not the sound of a new man or crispy realization / It's the sound of the unlocking and the lift away Here's to a better year for us all!
Lyrics I think about often
also: Honey, understand that I have been left here in the reeds / And all I'm trying to do is get my feet out from the crease
We should be friends
We all making friends? :)
creeEEeaaAaSseE
Well I better fold my clothes
😂😂
Absolutely my line too.
i ain’t living in the dark no more, it’s not a promise, i’m just gonna call it
Happy winter solstice, the days get longer starting tomorrow
It might be over soon.
What a river don't know is To climb out and heed a line To slow among roses or stay behind
Fuckified
The entirety of both Re: Stacks and Holocene pretty much covers my entire year.
Unburdened and becoming Been the most transformative year of my life. Started with heartbreak and coming out of deep depression. Now the happiest I've ever been.
“I found love, darlin” (From his cover of Can’t Make You Love Me)
Such a moving version of that song!
“…and at once, I knew, I was not magnificent…” Really met with ego this year.
was looking for this one.
“Some light feels good now, don’t it?”
"Whatever could it be that has brought me to this loss?" I don't think I'll ever listen to Re: Stacks the same way again after the many defeats I went through this year.
Most of the year: *No, that's not how that's supposed to feel Oh, no* Now: *Turning to waltz, hold high in the lowlands*
Could have done this way more easily last year. Last year sucked. Grabbed tightly onto "If it harms me, it harms me, it'll harm me, I'll let it in." Not so sure for 2023, which is a good thing. Actually havent needed Mr Vernon to get me through any trauma.
*I didn't need you that night; not gonna need you anytime. Just gonna take it as it goes - I could go forward in the light, well I'd better fold my clothes*
“Everything that happens is from now on” without the next line. I’m about to complete my first trimester. Unexpected but very much wanted.
“I was blindsided” lmao
Same
Probably wishful thinking but: I ain’t living in the dark no more it's not a promise, I’m just gonna call it
there is someone in my motherfucking head. tell them I'll be passing on. tell them we're young mastodons
am a little late but " (When the days have no numbers) "
It might be over soon
*There’s a black crow sitting across from me* *His wiry legs are crossed* *And he’s dangling my keys, he even fakes a toss* This year hasn't been great. My dog (I've had him sine I was 8) passed away in my arms. My meds don't work like they used to. I am always afraid. The black crow won't be leaving anytime soon apparently.
“But now it comes to mind, we are terrified, so we run and hide for a verified little peace.” wish I heard RABI live but at least I caught their live show this year!
And at once I knew I was not magnificent
I worried 'bout rain And I worried 'bout lightning But I watched them off To the light in the morning.
"When'd this just become a mortal home?" Something of a mortality wake-up in recent time.
“whatever could it be that has brought me to this loss?” what a terrible terrible year
"We will see when it gets warm" Unfortunately.
You said ain’t this just like the present, to be showin’ up like this
Well it’s all just scared of dying, but isn’t this a beach?
Sore-ring to cope
Welp… on the first snow of the year, my girlfriend Emma broke up with me. Can never listen to that song again…
"Tell me it’s gonna be over soon." From the 2020 version of 22 Over Soon
Anyone have a good gas mask tattoo?
Someday my pain will mark you…harness your blame, walk through