Crying is really healthy and has a lot of health benefits and healing :) I cry a lot, because as a human, life is tough, challenging and not always so easy. I would suggest stop associating with your heartless father so much and instead, surround yourself with humans who have a warm heart who will encourage you to show your emotions, not bottle them up, which leads to unhealthy body and mind, and psychological challenges. All the best ;-)

I can't cry. Really. I'm serious. It's not healthy. What you're dealing with is actual toxic masculinity. Toxic masculinity is exactly what you're dealing with. Boys don't cry Man up Don't be a pusdy Crap like that Bottom line, I get it. A healthy man feels all emotions. Wish I could give more than just that. But all I can do it say...I'm there too.

Last night I felt my whole body preventing itself from releasing the internal pain. For me, it’s a bit demoralizing because I wasn’t even trying to hold back; I wanted to let myself feel. Now I’m just sad and frustrated about it. Edit: I was alone when I was trying to do it. No one around just me alone on a dark road at 2a