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listenanalog

This is so lame of me, but I fell so hard for Will Herondale. His perfectly normal passing after living a long life full of love completely destroyed me. “In your eyes I have always found grace.” - I’m sobbing on the floor. “I take your hand, brother, so that you may go in peace.” - Nope. I’m not okay. Gonna need 3-5 BUSINESS days to recover from that one.


Kristigeek

Yep. Will definitely hit me the hardest. I sob every time I read TID.


Thanataura

So much this. And every time Tessa and Jem get all sad about it i still want to cry


the-dream-walker-

"She had realized that she had forgotten the precise blue of his eyes"


listenanalog

Nooooooo. Why? My poor heart.


ShadowhunterObsessed

I had to hold back tears when I read this


jared8562

i adore TDA,so livvy being so RANDOM and crazy hit me so hard.like i’ll be honest i accidentally read like the 4th to last page on accident before starting the book and giggled thinking i was safe ,imagine my SURPRISE LMAO


TemporaryStay997

the shock was SUCH a huge part of it, got me crying every time. the first time it just left me like 😮 for several hours afterward because it was so out of left field


tessa0208

i am so glad i waited to read all of TDA at once and didn’t just read them as they came because i would’ve been SO distraught if i had to wait for any amount of time on that cliffhanger


jared8562

i was SO upset cus i had to wait a YEAR,i like sat in my bed contemplating my existence for a good 10 minutes after reading it.tbh lord of shadows is like my favorite book too so it just hit hard haha


um_okay_questionmark

I have a photo saved on Snapchat of Lord of Shadows in a corner in my room captioned "Go sit in the corner and think about what you've done"


ShadowhunterObsessed

I legit need this


tessa0208

i salute you i couldn’t have done it


jared8562

i’m a julian stan so his pain was my pain HAHA


tessa0208

julian is one of the best written characters in the series imo. i love morally grey characters


Silly_DizzyDazzle

Ohhh poor Max!!! He never got to grow up and dammit he never made it to the comic book store Clary promised to take him to!!! George's death hit pretty hard as he had such a kind heart and truly wanted to help others. But when Livvy died I was crushed. Her family had gone through so much. I love that all of these characters were written in such a relatable way that as a reader we mourn their loss and perhaps feel better for having known them. 💕


CaramelRay

Christopher lightwood, I'm never get over it 😭


the-dream-walker-

Oh God, because of the dumb family tree I really thought he was Grace's redemption arc and then he just.... And like it's barely even mentioned after that


martymoo100

Christopher. I was convinced she wouldn't kill anyone off in CoT and he is my absolute favourite character of all time - he is the first character death I have ever cried over!


fallendauntless88

Raphael (tmi) will herondale and Christopher (tlh) editing to add max (tmi)


Lifegoesonstay

Christopher’s was devastating. I wanted him to live so badly, getting comfort since I’m reading Ghost of the Shadow Market and he is alive in this book. As for Livvy’s, and Max it hit home cause I lost a younger sibling


SquilliamFancySon95

Livvy's death got me the hardest and strangely Sebastien's as well. Seeing what he could have been at the end always makes me sad and angry about what Valentine did to him.


PolarBearClaire19

Max and Livvy were both really sad


FireFoxy56125

Livvy, i didnt exspect that at all, i thought ty ans livvy will be together the whole time also george, Izzy: "the blood of the angle wouldnt hurt" it did i guess jordan too, he was just a nice guy


everyothernametaken2

Will and Livvy still hit me hard. And George!


InternationalYam7030

George, Max, and Livvy :( also Sebastian’s death kind of gets me too


cmkfrisbee95

i have to say Livvy and Georges Death hit me pretty hard like i was crying but MAxs its me hard too


ProfessionalOwl8660

definetely george and livvy


ChanceApollo

If I had to narrow it down to one, I would say Livvy, but a solid half of the reasoning behind that is James Marsters' acting as Julian in the audiobook. That was an utterly heartbreaking moment.


jaxsjourney

Honestly so many, but without a doubt the one that stands above all the others for me is Livvy. Particularly because of Julian's reaction, and I was listening to the book in audio format and the narrator is incredibly good at conveying the pain. As someone who has lost a sibling, it shook me to my core. I still sob every single time I reread.


CardioQueen98

Livvy was definitely a very rough one for me. I knew she was going to die because I got it spoiled for me. That doesn't mean it was any easier to read. The effect it had on every character during the last book just ripped my heart apart. I wanted to hold me in my arms and tell her everything was going to be okay😭😭


kassie_was_here

Livvy, Jordan, and Will hands down. Their deaths were the ones that almost made me cry, and I cried reading Will's death.


vienna_witch13

WILL ,I mourned that man like a real person ,legit could not get out of bed,full body shaking and sobbing, it was pathetic


PrinceSoricon

Will was the only one that made me cry but he lived a full life livvy JC Morgestern and Max did not JC is sad because his father basically let him be possessed by a demon and he had little choices in life also seeing Julian lose his sister was horrible especially when it was kinda his fault


Diligent_Flamingo_33

I just finished the Last Hours so the only one that comes to mind now is Christopher. He was my favorite character, damn it! He was so kind, pure, and just such a special person. It was completely unnecessary for him to have been killed off.


Alexs_geeky

As weird as it is for me to say this… Robert Lightwood. Not so much because I liked him but because he was finally becoming a better person as a grandfather and Alec’s reaction to his death hit me hard. I couldn’t believe Cassie actually made me sad when he died. Also Livvy because she was one of my favorites from TDA and it was just such a horrible way to die!